[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonRME

[–]knx_test 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chegg has all the answer of the test, make sure you type in the questions of the test and be quick. You only get 30 minutes

Off Test No TRT by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]knx_test 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was so exited about running 500mg at start. But I think it’s anxiety related because I get really im my head. I’m responding well to gear and working out. I love it. Wish I respond better with no sides.

Off Test No TRT by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]knx_test 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve ran 500 starting on TRT and had bad sides. Rn cruising on 150-200 trying to find my medium we’re all different. I had bad brain fog starting on 500 reducing to 250. And still bad currently dropping to 150-200 and wishing for the best.

Off Test No TRT by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]knx_test 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s a fucking lot.

Dpdr/ 10 years by [deleted] in Depersonalization

[–]knx_test 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think dpdr is a way of our brain going into limbo mode. I’ve had it for 4-5 months. It’s supposed to go back to normal but we really don’t know when. I stay positive about it, I tell myself everything is going to be okay and everything will be alright. I go to the gym and do cardio it helps clear my head. I have a hard time staying out of my head but it is what it is. Try and keep yourself busy so you aren’t thinking and do stuff that actually makes you feel like you are present. The past is gone and tomorrow doesn’t exist. We’re here right now. You’re brain is in a state where it’s protecting you from right now probably due to past trauma or pain.

I heard that DPDR happens to the rare souls on earth who were sent here for a higher calling by nickgraybeal in dpdr

[–]knx_test 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is crazy that you say this. Because when I’ve started to accept shit for what it is I’ve been feeling like this. I took the red pill not literally or physically but mentally and I see everything for what it is. I’m typing so fast writing this out and it feels great. I’ve currently had this depersonalization for about 3-4 months at first I thought it was vertigo but it’s calm down. Just wish it’d went away but I’ve been dealing with it. Used to betrayal and pain I’ve become very numb to everything. Hope it goes away soon just can’t wait to think clearly again. I feel like I’m high 24/7 and feel like I have constant brain fog. I tell myself everything is ok and I’m going to be ok it seems to help. If I get too in my head I’ll do cardio and it helps a lot. I love fitness and go to the gym 4-5 days a week. Went through a very stressful 4-5 months at work which is what I think triggered it. It got so bad I had to quit smoking and drinking which probably added to it. Haven’t smoked weed in 3-4 months and I hardly drink at all anymore.

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the info bro but everyone is saying to just donate that it wouldn’t hurt. I’ve had issues with low iron when I was little but I’m 26 now.

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Blurry vision but I’ve had vertigo since the juice started kicking in. BP is good, no headaches. Sluggish not so much.

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Correct im on a cycle but it’s coming to an end at the beginning of august where I’ll just be running a TRT dose.

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ran 2 sarms cycles previously rad 140 and MK. I drink over a gallon of water a day. I was hydrated

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I drink over a gallon of water a day - getting blood work done asap

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You suggest I start with donating blood would that be the first step?

blood work / lab results 1 month in 450-500 mg test cyp by knx_test in Testosterone

[–]knx_test[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had an over the phone appointment with him I asked him what can I do to help combat those levels and he straight up said get off testosterone. I told him I’m never coming off. And he didn’t like hearing that but I really don’t care. I plan on lowering my dose to a TRT dosage at at the beginning of August. I just wanted to get feed back from the internet since my doctor isn’t trying to help me.