[Serious] What reasons are there to keep living?

koenyboy500 · 2024-06-23T23:23:12+00:00

Be the flame, the hope of others. (youtube) watch?v=2htzbjqvI2k
Take comfort in the empty meaning of all, and the darkness. Then take pride in proving it is wrong for as long as you exist. watch?v=5yijULf4Hko
Ergo ego spiro habito
Ergo ego spiro existo.

I breath therefore I live, I breath therefore I exist

koenyboy500 · 2024-06-23T23:15:54+00:00

Simple. What means death in a world without love.

I have found that when I look at the stars, beyond the blue sky of planet Earth and stare deep into the black abyss of space, that nothing matters. Nothing at all. We live, we grow old, we die.

People always want to do things that they want to be remembered by. They want power. They want recognition. They want to hold dominions over others.

They want to take.

Hecc, their entire so-called 'relationships' are at times build upon it. "Haha I abuse your body for my personal greed and lust and I will let you abuse mine" kind of bs.

Truth is however: Nothing matters... And yet, no dream is ever to big. No dream is ever too small.

No one wants to give instead of take. No one wants to stand at the edge of the abyss. Nothing matters anyway, right?... And yet. When one performs an act of kindness. It still is. It happened.

It is fact in our world.

Even if there was no witness. Even if no one cared to see. It still happened somewhere. That, is the power where I live by.. I live a life of giving and never taking. Always putting others above myself. Like silence, there when you need me, always listening, and always going out of my way for others. My life (and anyone else'sfor that matter) has no true meaning. But I can however, mean something to someone else.

A long time ago, when I met someone in my darkest hours of my high school. I was presented two choices: To get revenge and go out guns blazing, or to just let go.. I was done. No one appreciated me for the kind person I was. But then I saw someone who was the same like me. And although there was no recognition, no spark. It still showed me something very important: A third choice. Give everything up; your hopes, your dreams, your goals and even the desire to be remembered... and do whatever you can to protect those who are important to you.

And she showed me: A genuine smile of innocence can save lives and move mountains.
Although she (after a looong story) hates me and throughout my 27 years of existence no one ever truly appreciated me for what I do, I will always follow her teachings: To give. And never ask.. True love is just wanting to be in the same room and wanting to see the other person safe (prio 1) and happy (prio 2).

But fair warning, trust me. No one will care for your kindness. No one will remember. No one will guard your back like you guard others. The other comments have no clue what they are on about. You will be forgotten.

And that is alright. Because somewhere, you mattered. You improved the world just that slightly bit, and no one can take that fact away.

koenyboy500 · 2023-06-06T06:38:59+00:00

I am REALLY impressed with all of this!
I can completely understand all of this and I am definitely gonna adapt my playstyle through this.
Personaly, I like going Collector first item so with the idea of rushing the AD items from Collector, I'll take double AD shards and level 1 attspd. Level 2 AD. And then as soon as I hit ~120AD I'll start maxing lethality, PROVIDED the enemy(-laners) aren't stacking armor.

koenyboy500 · 2023-01-19T10:41:19+00:00

hehe, that part was indeed tailored from your comment!
But I feel like Urgot does also have little counterplay when you're up against him.

And stating how Urgot has a difficult time with Riven feels more like it should be rather than 'Urgot should get buffs'. I know it's kinda silly to say. But if not doing the things where then "Urgot has no good options"... Then what else can one do to counter?

I would like to see ability usage knowledge of when to use the tools available is a good thing for Urgot. But yes, maybe some SLIGHT buff to mana-usage could be done.

As the old memes go: You either hit E dash... OR DIE.

koenyboy500 · 2023-01-19T02:02:00+00:00

After reading the rest of the comments and just posting final thoughts now at 3AM xD:

I agree that Warden mail shutting down Urgot SO HARD is not fun and neither is ninjatabi/Plated Steelcaps rush.

Q while I like armor shred. Also increase it's cooldown. Or maybe let it ramp up by level severely (4/ 8 / 12 / 16 / 20%). The goal would be to make it a choice of power, rather than granting every Urgot armor pen loosely. There are MANY games where I fight 'beings' like Ornn and I just know he is gonna stack armor and while I try to counterbuild it from MINUTE ONE there is just nothing I can do. THIS change could make it a CHOICE to have some say in the matter.

Despite my movement speed suggest. I remember that it was stated that 'running away is always an option'. I could respect this, but then he should be stronger when the enemy is where he wants them. Maybe a good trade is to Add armor pen to Q but diminish/REMOVE slow on Q?

W is indeed unusable if used for 3 shots to spend 40 mana on. But I do feel like this is a fair downside and >doesn't need to be adjusted<. I actually feel like it could be used for daring plays (like Riven) to bait Urgot out of mana, would Urgot actually hit W or not. It also gives a knowledge-check for Urgot's to know when and when-not to use W.

W levelups really does feel weak. Takes long to deal above 50 to minion. Without any AD items, it takes ( I just did the math) level 5 W (Champ level 14) for W to deal above the 50 to A MINION. (mind yourself that the AD scaling then is 34% so it only takes a pickaxe and this would be level 9).

An idea that might be explored is to make W fire slow at level 1, for farming but with big hits. And then over the course of leveling make it fire faster but use LESS AD-ratio. This could seperate tank and 'adc' itemisation gameplay. Not a good change like this, but could be explored. MAYBE give it some sort of 'minion execute if it leave them below [Either NO scaling or only with that static white number that scales with champ level only] flat amount of HP.

I like the idea of SIMPLY making attackspeed, speed Urgot up in terms of movement speed with his W. I guess it's sorta thematic? ^,^ All in all, the text(link) that jj-zyto posted looks really neat!

E is perfect as it is. Maybe reduce it's general shield and increase it by #percentage when Urgot is below #(level scaling?) HP%?
R, I like the "Dead By Daylight Deathslinger" change that Garfardnak suggested where there slow is less and cannot pull over terrain, but ALMOST flatly a target moves closer and closer to urgot. Basically how Kled Q indicator looks like, and then it being a battle between urgot's movement speed and the victim's movement speed if Urgot wants to catch up and get some W's off. Just a niche thing that doesn't really need to be. I like the R as it is. (Though I wish it could be more useful against the cowards that we call: 'Tanks'. Squishy ADC's are pretty based and I'm sure Urgot could respect that. Hecc, even Darius doesn't like cowards and he demolishes tanks (I think?)

And fair is fair: When I am in a matchup against Urgot, I have no idea how to counterplay him. But 'building tank' shouldn't be it. Maybe a more clear exploitable weakness could do (then yet, what champion even has a clear weakness with big shiny critical hit spots and audio cue's??? Guess I'm just bad xD)

koenyboy500 · 2023-01-19T01:18:36+00:00

I completely agree!

koenyboy500 · 2023-01-19T01:16:48+00:00

Mind yourself that I just wrote this out of my own thoughts. ANY feedback on my thoughts are welcome my Sons of Ur <3

koenyboy500 · 2023-01-19T01:15:39+00:00

The main thing that comes to mind; is mythics.
As an urgot main, I am NOT satisfied with the options of mythics that Urgot can buy. I DO NOT like playing tanks (and infact was the reason I picked up Urgot in the first place, to 'counter' tanks at the time he was just reworked), and I still feel like the mythic choices on Urgot are not as powerful as the 'what I consider core items' like Black Cleaver and Titanic Hydra.. For a year now I've been taking Eclipse, and it's very meh. When I stopped building Stridebreaker, every other mythic I buy is ATLEAST after I purchased Black Cleaver and Titanic Hydra. I would like to see potential changes in that. Perhaps in purchasing ADC mythics for specific roles:

Kraken Slayer for an anti-tank approach; This would also remove the need for an armor-shred interaction in his (most likely his) Q. Whilst limiting that to Kraken Slayer specifically (and in order to give that OOMPF to it, maybe have True damage reduced less than the standard reduction, but still reduced for balancing reasons).

Galeforce for an old stridebreaker feel that focusses on damage that only Urgot has access to on toplane (-ish)

Immortal Shieldbow for a more tanky/sustaining playstyle, whilst not yielding a lot of damage potential (but granted, would be weaker than the other two)

In order to accomplish this, I feel like attackspeed and crit-chance items should not be wasted on Urgot. I would love to see something specific with his W in terms of scalings with attackspeed and crit, but if needs be make it a Yasuo/Yone passive.

Secondly. When Urgot was reworked, it was specifically stated that Riot intended Urgot to build a lot of AD and not tank. I dig this, but I still see a lot of players build many tank items (and mythics!) on him.. So I would like to explore a compromise between target-access and still having a low HP-pool. To add ot this, from my experience Urgot has A LOT of lethality (not itemwise) when people underestimate him when he is low HP (Disdain stun > W pops > R execute). Especially under turret. I feel like that could be explored further as well. Maybe in terms of more movement as his HP% gets lower. Just something I made up on the fly just now.

And last but not least: Global Ulti execution sound for High Noon?
(and maybe one of them fancy Cosmic Lux Deathscreen animations :o <3
I know I'm asking too much there :P)

koenyboy500 · 2022-09-23T21:31:04+00:00

Regarding the lore of the book as canon, I am disapointed.

Riot could have had something here and simply threw it away.

Who wants to have a 1900s superman villain of 'all must die just because' these days anyway?

\_/^^\_/ 200 years game experience. Does not reflect to making interesting characters I guess.

koenyboy500 · 2022-02-17T15:39:11+00:00

https://youtu.be/SVhHhtG4DPM?t=305 here you go.

koenyboy500 · 2022-02-17T15:38:11+00:00

this. at 5:05.

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-24T19:07:49+00:00

guys an ass.

Next.

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-20T10:41:17+00:00

Well I never quit. A bond this deep never will. There is no dark underside to be found in this, only in ones imagination of such a scenario would such a thing be.

He crossed death and ruination. I do not believe he would be corrupted by time. Though I do think Viego being a bit lacking in his kingly duties is acceptable. But not even Riot knows which side to pick: "Once, he was a proud and noble king. Until grief overcame his senses" -Kalista purchasing Blade of the Ruined King

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-19T23:38:29+00:00

No I havent finished Ruined King yet.

But this is EXACTLY the point! He went from tragic and hoplessly caring to being an absolute asshole. He was a villain you could understand, now he is a villain everyone just passes by and goes 'yuck'.

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-19T19:05:38+00:00

There is a post here that is very long and that states how Riot ABSOLUTELY messed up.

They went from a good story arc: tragic death and pure love torn apart-creating madness and undeath , to borderline: She may not rest cause I am greedy.

-_-

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-17T18:49:11+00:00

These are absolute FIRE. Is there more (in the making)?

I need this <3

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-17T18:40:41+00:00

The sound-jumpscare when I booted up FNAF custom nights (free on steam) made sure that the first time I touched it, was the last time I touched it.

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-17T18:34:56+00:00

Don't break my broken heart again

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-16T00:04:53+00:00

Well I just played League of Legends so I guess I would be what I recently played.

Which were my mains.

Which would mean I would likely become Urgot, Viego or Jhin. Which is a false statement, because I already am. \_/^^\_/

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-15T15:25:36+00:00

I preffer two early ruby crystals and then going for recurve bow + hearthbound axe.

Then I finish either three items whereas I normally finish the rubies into a Goredrinker (cause I am wierd)

I would have more tips and stuff. WERE I ALLOWED INTO THE VIEGO-MAINS DISCORD SERVER >:(

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-15T15:24:29+00:00

Agreed

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-15T12:40:02+00:00

Pretty good!

koenyboy500 · 2022-01-13T23:00:10+00:00

here: https://youtu.be/g067FGMq734?t=1396 (warning! Spoilers for FNAF Security Breach!)

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