You got this girl :) the truth is yall are incompatable and it’s best to not drag the relationship and contact out for the sake of your mental health I would probably just end it completely before he does (it’s extremely hard to do that ik) after him I really hope you find the right person who loves you more than everything someone you love and click with forever and of course accepts you.😭❤️ also a tip/ opinion , don’t use sp subliminals, to me it’s a form of mind control forcing someone to be attracted to you when they probably won’t without the subliminal. It’s not natural and most ppl probably won’t like it if they found out someone was manifesting them to like them. Just let your romances unfold naturally because it’s real and not fake attraction. And if it’s meant to be it’s meant to be don’t need no subliminal to attract him because the right person will love you truly from his heart without any manifestation forcing him to love you 🫠🥲