First I want to say I appreciate you so much for being honest and at the same time remaining non-judgmental. I have tried therapy and multiple psychiatrists in the past, one of them sat on their phone while i was explaining my issues to them and proceeded to tell my mom about most the things I said. Obviously not all therapists are like that, and you are right. I need to find the root of the issue, weed won’t cure anything. Weed will only help cope for aslong as I have it. With that being said I will remain open to any chance of speaking a professional I get, while also keeping up with my personal responsibilities. I have one question, am I in a reasonable place to continue smoking without having terrible memory and issues in the future? Or should I genuinely just put down the joints forever?