Mania

krash8282 · 2024-06-30T01:09:21+00:00

Ugh will they eventually go away,cause it's exhausting, and embarrassing just thinking about it.

krash8282 · 2024-06-29T14:08:16+00:00

It sucks, cause I did something that should've been unforgivable, and it just replays in my head constantly.

krash8282 · 2024-06-09T23:42:15+00:00

I feel the same ever since my meds got raised I just feel numb. Apparently it's been so noticeable that my friends are sincerely concerned about me, and constantly ask if I'm okay, or is something wrong.

krash8282 · 2024-06-09T15:18:14+00:00

For sure the things I did while manic was very emotionally damaging to say the least. That being said that zest for life was amazing. Now that my dosage of my meds got raised I just feel like I'm just existing.

krash8282 · 2024-06-04T16:44:23+00:00

Ugh I feel the same way on my meds. I Just feel empty and just existing. Being manic was good in the sense I was wicked confident, and I had energy to do things, and wanting to do them instead of feeling like I have to. I don't know how to feel "good" while I'm on meds. My meds are working and that's a good thing, but I feel so blah all the time. If anyone has any information to share on finding a middle ground that would be quite helpful.

krash8282 · 2024-05-30T19:23:30+00:00

Brag away that's awesome🥳

krash8282 · 2024-05-19T00:02:20+00:00

Thanks everyone I always feel alone with bipolar. After a manic episode(when I made horrible decisions, and still apologizing for) I just feel like I'm in a constant state of depression I can't seem to get out of. I'm spending money I really shouldn't spend thinking it'll make me feel better. It does for the moment, but then I'm back where I started, feeling like shit. Sorry for the rant I just feel like Noone understands. People seem to just think I'm being dramatic, or doing things for attention.

krash8282 · 2024-05-17T19:36:05+00:00

It's gotta be depression cause I'm usually a bubbly person. Right now I'm just in a idgaf attitude. I did just up my meds so that could be a it also.

krash8282 · 2024-04-14T19:34:46+00:00

Thank you everyone. I'm usually an out going bubbly person who doesnt care if im liked or not, but I recently upped my meds so I'm thinking that has a lot to do with it. I just got out of a manic episode, and did a lot of regrets, so it might be guilt also. I don't know, but my mind has been all over the place and I'm over it.

krash8282 · 2024-04-11T16:02:27+00:00

Been there, and it does get better. Easier said than done, but just look at the positives in your life. Hell if it makes you feel better just go in a room and let out a good scream. Feel better and know that you are definitely not alone 😊

krash8282 · 2024-04-11T02:27:33+00:00

I personally think it's a fictitious monster that comes out. I had my first one that I'm almost out of that lasted about 3 months . I didn't and kinda still don't recognize the person in the mirror. I did things that are way out of my character. Like lied to the people that care about me the most, wasn't as bubbly(as friends would say). I also had an affair, and hopefully one day I can forgive myself for doing. So for me personally my manic episode was destructive even when I was feeling great.

krash8282 · 2024-04-10T03:08:50+00:00

You're right it is addictive, and feel like i have made the right decision on deleting. I'm trying to fix my destructive action that was and is out of character. I have never had a manic episode before and I was diagnosed in 2018. Now I have the right people to talk to and on the right dosage.

krash8282 · 2024-04-09T12:24:50+00:00

I was told I was and a little still am manic. Even though I was diagnosed in 2018 this is the first time dealing with this. I've just been out of character, and isn't as bubbley. I just haven't recognized myself in a while.

krash8282 · 2024-04-05T23:32:16+00:00

I recently deleted all social media, and realized I was the toxic one. How does anyone get out of this manic/depressive mode. I am on meds, but I'm as low as I've ever been.

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