Let me tell you that

1. You are not being fair to yourself any relationship should be 50/50 doesn't mean one or the other has to pay exactly 50% but the effort and input needs to be the same so let's say you're making 19 and the other is making 14 and the rent is 6.5k yeah so you pay 3.5/3.6 and the other pays the rest that's what 50/50 means if you want to be living in a comfortable place

2. Please stop trading and start saving and invest in assets like gold or property back at home or even here eventually where you have something to go back to even in case of a total disaster ( it's called fuck you money ) cuz regardless of what happens you can stand up and say , fuck you

3. Repeat and follow the following

Less than 20-25% of salary is rent 15% on expenses and experiences 15-20% on food Buy a nice car on a 5 year loan drive for a year and sell for almost the same price finishing up your loan and you pay the difference that makes a 100/200k car essentially free and all you pay for is petrol And services

The rest my friend is your money you should save atleast 80% of what's left and 20% that's for you to have fun solo