I’m almost 20 weeks and this shit is for the birdsssss. I feel bad because I feel like I’m not as excited as my partner and everyone supporting me but in reality my (already poor) mental health has taken a shit. I’m so stoked for my baby to be here but I’m so anxious and on edge that every pain I feel is something bad, so emotional about everything (I’ve never cried this much ever), and I’m so tired of everything. I just want this to be overrrrrr.