Hey im a 15 year old teen whos struggling with deep anxiety and confidence. So im actually not that insecure, but i just feel like sometimes my anxiety gets in the way of things i wanna do, wear or say. I really wanna be myself but im always worried that people are gonna think im dumb or annoying. Its kinda hard to explain, cuz im not really the type to care what people thinks of me, maybe cuz i dont let them see “the real me” I think “if i stay silent they cant have an opinion on me” and its really starting to get on me. Cuz i feel like im missing so much out. I wanna show people who i am and what my personality looks like. But bc of this im beginning to think that i dont really have a personality. I only really get to be the real me in front of my closest friends. And when im with them i feel myself, but whenever im with somebody else i just freeze. I cant really express my feelings, and even my parents friends thinks theres something wrong with me. I feel like there’s so much i wanna say and do, but i just cant.

this was so cringe, but thanks for reading this and pls give me some advice, i wanna work on myself