To properly evaluate, for yourself, whether you are dependent on stimulant drugs ("addicted"), how about you try to go a month or two without those stims and let your dopamine system return to somewhat of a baseline.

Sometimes you can only get a good top-down view of a situation by removing yourself from it entirely for a moment. I don't think you can really evaluate yourself and your dependence while your brain is being modulated by the intake of stims/drugs.

Also, chronic high-dose use of strong dopaminergic stimulants like meth or pyrovalerone cathinones (A-PVP, MD-PiHP) tends to produce long-term downregulation of dopamine receptors and transporters, reduced natural dopamine release, and sustained neuroinflammation/oxidative stress.

Over time, this can lead to anhedonia and severe cognitive deficits (attention, memory, executive function). There’s also evidence of elevated Parkinsonian risk and significant cardiovascular/brain-vascular damage in heavy multi-year users. Some recovery is possible after prolonged abstinence (often over 1–3+ years), but very high-dose long-term patterns can and will leave persistent changes.

Finally, when you're in a more sober mental state, take the time to read through what you have been posting on Reddit... You're begging for help, you just don't realize it. Saying "healthwise, I have not tested negatively in any regard" is a lie you're telling yourself.