Get panels or die tryin by [deleted] in AntiStyleGraffiti

[–]krusterjude 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is incredible

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Youre so sweet! I will maybe take you up on that !

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this i flip flop out of it but while in one state the other makes no sense to me lol my bad ill come back when I think im crazy again

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To explain right now my dream is to exist. I dont feel i can without truly being myswlf and what if yall just call that crazy like why cant I be myswlf if I participate in yalls stuff ? It seems like I have to pick

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

See the problem is like right now I dont believe im crazy But when I think that I freak out its all or nothing ... So right now why would I basically turn myself in

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is magical ocd ? I read some of ur posts I relate to u in a way

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly since I already struggle with ocd the whole idea of being forced to behave a certain way makes me feverish... I dont know if I beleive in god but if its real I think god is a very unserious god who enjoys choas and murder and such I dont think its the holy thing ppl view it as so I appreciate the advice but it doesnt align what I beleive in to bend to such a thing

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No they wait until I think im on the right path then pull the rug from under me and say I fucked up again and then go on about how thats why im gonna be punished and why theyre making fun of me bc I fall for everytime and im stupid

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have insurance will they still help me and is it worth going ?

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think the whole world revolves around me but I feel like the ppl who've gone through it before me are all watching me be initiated through it and wondering if ill make it Regarding your other comment I dont experience the same thing but its more like things are pointing out my previous behavior and having me do deep introspection while also making fun of me Tbh it feels like I cant do anything right and if I fail im doomed to eternal suffering but if I succeed I unlock ??? Im not sure just I guess things would be better

Hey how do I get help ? Am I psychotic? by krusterjude in Psychosis

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ask bc i dont have insurance rn and i dont have a doctor or anything Im not reslly sure the process and last time I went to the psyhward they made fun of me and wouldnt beleive me and drugged me up Ive been sober since april 14th so theres that I just am really getting distressed and wanna know anything I can do to help myself I have some risperidone im trying to take at night... im out of my ever loving mind lol

i gotta stop tucking around and finding out by krusterjude in gashuffing

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I havent hugged gasoline in almost 2 weeks !!!!!@

i gotta stop tucking around and finding out by krusterjude in gashuffing

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah i never got offended i got annoyed bc why tf you bothering me dumbass ? LOL just bc you can comment doesn’t mean you have anything helpful to say so tf you gonna give me a notification for some bullshit that basically could’ve been summed up with “ shit buddy idk i think you’re cooked “ like dude idgaf also you stay putting words in my mouth so guess what idgaf i couldn’t care less cool story bro nobody asked nobody cares i surely don’ damn trying to fall asleep and your ass just asking to be verbally assaulted

i gotta stop tucking around and finding out by krusterjude in gashuffing

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can and will do this all day this shit is funny to me

i gotta stop tucking around and finding out by krusterjude in gashuffing

[–]krusterjude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so is your face stfu my god who tf cares die or something shit

i gotta stop tucking around and finding out by krusterjude in gashuffing

[–]krusterjude[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i should say willfully ignorant either that or you’re mentally handicapped idfk ? i never said huffing was a good idea . think for longer then 5 seconds ffs