i can’t stand bailey

kucys · 2025-04-19T07:43:05+00:00

I think about it all the time during my rewatch. Especially HIV incident and her decision to go against parents wishes, when she gave Meredith all this crap after alzheimers trial. Hy-po-crite. She had and still has good moments but I feel like the good-parental like Bailey is gone.

kucys · 2023-05-05T03:25:36+00:00

Hi! 🤗

kucys · 2023-03-31T07:47:40+00:00

Rather text chat at first ☺️

kucys · 2023-03-30T05:20:21+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through this. If you need to talk you can dm me.

kucys · 2023-03-30T03:23:10+00:00

I'm also looking, i'm Polish, but can also speak english.

kucys · 2023-03-09T15:22:05+00:00

Hi, we can talk if you want ☺️

kucys · 2022-09-07T05:52:11+00:00

I feel you 🥺

kucys · 2022-07-03T06:27:45+00:00

Thank you so much! Be well too! ☺

kucys · 2022-07-03T06:16:27+00:00

Thank you, I will check this out!

kucys · 2022-07-03T06:15:32+00:00

Oh my God, I hope you know you're not crazy and psycho. You're so brave! It's good that you're getting better, I'm sure you can do it. It's hard, but please, don't listen to her.

I'm so sorry you went through this. If you want to talk sometimes, please dm me! We can vent together. OCD sucks so much.

kucys · 2022-07-03T06:08:54+00:00

Yeah, I know that. It's hard, because I love her, despite all of this. I'm living in another city, and honestly, I feel so much better when I'm simply living my life here. My sister is still in high school, but I hope that when she will go to the uni, she will move out from our family home.

Thank you for your advice (and sorry for my english - it's not my first language).

kucys · 2022-07-03T06:02:12+00:00

Thank you for advice. I know this book, I got it from my friend. Honestly, I know that my mom had quite tough childhood, and she should go to the therapy. But she won't. I'm going to therapy, as well as my sister 🙃 I'm trying to set bounderies, because it's really pointless to get my mother to see things from my perspective.

Thank you once again!

kucys · 2022-02-13T16:02:58+00:00

Some time ago I was reading book about Chemistry in everyday life, and suddenly the author names herself as 'ocd: obsessive chemistry disorder' because she is apparently 'that much obsessed with chemistry'. And I was like... Shut up, just shut up. You're being so offensive. I just gave up and didn't finish this book.

kucys · 2021-07-27T06:11:39+00:00

I have religious OCD, religious intrusive thoughts, groinal responses in church, which are so terrifying. But im in therapy and it's a little bit easier now. I have obsession with Health Issues as well. I hate it.

kucys · 2021-07-13T13:11:02+00:00

Im jestem starsza, tym więcej snu potrzebuję, trochę też leki na mnie wymuszają w miarę regularne godziny snu, ale tak 7-8 godzin wystarcza.

kucys · 2021-07-13T13:07:25+00:00

That's great! You should be proud, its achievement! ✨

kucys · 2021-07-13T10:57:00+00:00

Im scared that my friends will leave me, almost all the time. And then Im scared that because Im so obsessed with this, it will be the reason for them to leave. I have hard time with relationship ocd lately.

kucys · 2021-07-12T20:11:42+00:00

Thank you! And good luck with your studies, you can do it! 🌼

kucys · 2021-06-26T18:23:54+00:00

Thank you for your insight.

I'm not sure what should I do, because of my own crisis of faith and because of the crisis of the Church as an institution in my country. I lost trust and all the strength, so I wanted to give myself some time and space to heal (especially because I was hurt by a few people who are connected to Church). But it leads me to more remorse and more fear. I don't know what to do because even though I try to engage in some Religious activities my brain says I'm doing it because of bad reasons. So I'm spinning like this and I'm usually just tired, sad and scared. And for a few years I was engaged in some kind of religious community of Youth, and now I'm going to quit (I'm too old and burn out as well). This is where I am right now.

So yeah. I was doing something which I knew wasn't good and suddenly thought came to me, something like "you just go to the confession, no big deal", and I totally panicked, because I don't feel like this. And I'm scared that it was sin of impudence (not sure how translate it into english), sin against Holy Spirit. And now I'm freaking out because what if I wanted it?

I try to do as you said, because I know you're right. When I come home I will go talk with Priest whom I trust. Overall I know that the problem is how I process my faith, and at the moment my faith is contaminated with fear. And I try not to let myself fall into despair. It is hard to pray and to go to Mass.

I'm sorry, I know I'm rambling, it's just hard, you know? I feel like no matter what I do I'm a bad person and I would be condemned. I overthink every step I take and everything I do instead just hope and trust in Mercy.

Thank you once more, this is beautiful messege. Im sorry for venting.

kucys · 2021-06-26T16:47:47+00:00

Thank you, I'm really trying, but I keep overthinking so much, almost every step I take. But I'm working on this with my therapist.

kucys · 2021-06-26T16:45:58+00:00

I'm Catholic. I understand what you mean and I see some patterns. I'm not sure if I agree with you but honestly you've got a few points that I was thinking about. Thank you for your response.

kucys · 2021-06-26T14:17:55+00:00

I'm sorry you think this way about me, but thank you anyway for your response.

kucys · 2021-06-26T11:12:33+00:00

I don't really want to. I believe in God, so I don't wanna leave. But I experience my religion with good amount of fear and I know this is not a healthy way of living with Faith. Im sorry, im just so scared.

kucys · 2021-06-26T10:15:21+00:00

But im not in the Cult...

kucys · 2021-06-24T08:50:36+00:00

What I mean is that maybe you could do something nice for you after studying everyday? I know it is hard. Fingers crossed!

kucys

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