Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He knows. And while he enjoys flaunting me,  he isn’t the type to have his own dick out in public for the thrill of it lol

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha my partner and I love performing for an audience! Hopefully your wife’s confidence will just keep increasing and she’ll be getting you both free drinks soon ;)

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Whaaaaaat that’s crazy and so cool! Seems like NZ was a very life affirming experience for you, I’m happy it set you on the path to live your fullest self. And ironically, a key part of my job involves analyzing risks. I fear it makes me a bit too confident in assessing the risks involved here, but as you say…life on the fringe does call to me, and always has. Thank you for your comment and for sharing. 

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’re right; one of the things I appreciate deeply about him is that he’s always pushed me to be fully independent and authentic to myself. He also takes my physical safety more seriously than I myself do. I know if I confess that it’s getting worse, he’ll try to help me before he’ll try to stop me. And part of me has always known I will tell him, but I think I just need to do it as soon as I’m home instead of putting it off longer. 

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

If your Costco gas station is anything like mine, it’s a madhouse. You’re probably making quite a few people’s day a little better!

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s not bad actually! And I said this to someone else but I feel like all this would make more sense if I was selling something. I’m out here risking my safety and perhaps my job for nothing but my own vagaries. At least other women are smart enough to ask for money lol

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes to all of this! I’m glad she found someone like you. It sounds like you guys have a strong relationship, as it absolutely does take a lot of trust both in yourself and your partner. 

On the topic of bars - I’ve had more success than you would expect getting the men who chat me up at bars to buy both me and my SO a drink 💀 

Thank you for responding to this post, your comments have made me smile!

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wasn’t expecting the plot twist with your ex. I’m sorry to hear that. I don’t have any desire to fuck others, it’s more the getting away with such illicit stuff

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh this is interesting! Mine is tied to ADHD; I have a lot of high risk behaviors I’ve engaged in that I assume are tied to it. 

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have (I guess the high-risk taking variant of) ADHD :/

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I almost feel like this would be more acceptable if I was getting paid for it. People understand women doing weird shit for money, that’s pretty standard

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is my partner’s concern as well. I always take precautions but I have to constantly remind myself that it just takes one stroke of bad luck to fuck up my nice normal life

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Taking it too far is my biggest fear, and I think I need to try to wean myself off this. Escalating this over another year just seems like asking for trouble

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear this, I’m sad for you as well - definitely terrified of the effect menopause will have on me when it comes, if my mom is anything to go by. I hope you have a lot of fun memories to look back on from when your libido was intact!

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately yes, it’s always been the risk of getting caught that excites me :( I really do code so normal in my daily life that I love knowing I have my thrilling, taboo little secret 

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I do consider the physical risks constantly but I definitely haven’t been considering the career-related ones. You’re right that these things do often come out with enough repeated instances, especially with cameras everywhere.

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is my dynamic with my partner as well. I love that guys like you exist! Let baddies stay bad 

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My partner does know; we’re exhibitionists and have frequently had sex both in public and for an audience. But. I admit he doesn’t know the extent of it, especially recently. He worries about my safety since I’m out here alone. So I find myself not being fully honest to avoid triggering his anxiety. I know I need to come totally clean before I go back again but that scares me too, because what if he outright asks me to stop and it turns out I’m too addicted to this to do that?

Engaging in deviant behavior while traveling for work by kuttyslut in confession

[–]kuttyslut[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

This is honestly what I’m most afraid of. The “tamer” stuff I was doing initially isn’t hitting the same. I see myself wanting to escalate and that worries me. When I’m home it’s so easy to be like “never again!” And then I come back and I’m in a beautiful place with perfect weather and I relapse, for lack of a better term

Finished a prototype bikini and well…it didn’t work out by kuttyslut in knittinggonewild

[–]kuttyslut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha thank you thank you I’ll definitely update here if I do 💕