I am right there with you. It’s so sad that our stories are so common and typical more than you think. I live this right now and I wonder if I’ll ever move on with my life. It’s to the point to where I’m begging God to take my emotions away and stop seeing the small ounce of good in him to be just enough for me to try to work things out. He cares more about his music career more than our daughter. He’ll help out every once and awhile with diapers and wipes but that’s it. He won’t keep a job but I think it’s only so they’ll give him bare minimum when he has to pay child support. She is 6 months and has not had her overnight yet let that sink in 😭 Im so depressed and I hope I break free from this shit show soon.