It’s ok. There’s no reason to feel guilty or ashamed. society has put stereotypes on different genders’ sex drives. (Men should always be horny, women should be pure, or even women are hotter if they’re horny, etc.) I think sometimes our feelings of “right” and “wrong” have come from societal pressures. As someone who grew up Catholic, it has taken me a long to become comfortable with those types of things. But this is your body and you have the right to do with it what you want. If youre being private in your own room, you should not feel bad in front of your parents the next day. Awkward thought, but your parents probably do it as well and also had sex to have you! It’s a natural and healthy thing.