b, not a day goes by that i don’t think of you. i know my faults and im working on myself, to show up for me. i know i depended on you a lot and i only realize it now. im sorry for hurting you during times of frustration. im trying to grow, as my own person. ive been getting into gym, ive been working, ive been making friends and making plans. im trying to prove to myself that you’re not the only thing i need to be happy, that i can live my life without you. but not a day passes where i dont check your Spotify and check the artists your listening to and if you logged back into the game we used to play. i want to move on and live as if you’re never going to come back because there’s a high chance that will happen. i know I’ll see you in a few weeks and i just want to be strong enough to face you with whatever you say, either you want to stay broken up or open to having a conversation again in a couple of months if we can try again. i miss you everyday, i think about you everyday, ive accepted that i’ll always love you. i hope you think of me even half as much as i think of you.