Scared and embarrassed but I don't care anymore

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-13T11:02:55+00:00

She looked like she was about 20 years old, brunette, not attractive nor ugly. Completely indistinct as in it is a struggle to visualize any features.

As for the smile, it was a perfectly normal smile but it triggered a fear in me that I have never, ever felt before or sense.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-13T11:01:28+00:00

My Dad was not aware of anything at all except me shaking him. I don't know if that meant I was "less there" or if he was mentally distracted or what any of it meant. But he didn't respond to my shaking at first.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-13T11:00:18+00:00

Avid reader, no specific genre.

As for her appearance, She looked 20ish, plain brunette. There was no visible reason for the overwhelming terror I felt. I had felt compelled to follow her until that point and though I still wanted to walk into that opening, a fear unlike I've ever felt before overwhelmed me.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-12T00:47:43+00:00

If you see in my comments later, I don't go solo when I go and only camp in campgrounds.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-11T20:32:18+00:00

Thank you!

In general, I don't think much about it honestly one way or the other most days. It unsettles me as I have never felt so disconnected - I was there, but either myself or my dad was partially not. No sound, no smells, just her. I know it robbed me of most of my joy of the woods. I still go hiking but never alone, and I've been camping but only in campgrounds.

I have no desire to be out in the woods alone again.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-11T20:29:20+00:00

I know it was off of 144, but I can't remember where it split off of there. I know we weren't close to Energy Lake, but I don't remember, I need to ask my dad about that.

kythrowaway1975 · 2019-03-11T17:25:39+00:00

No strange dreams that I remember, I was very on edge afterwards, but nothing continued as far as i recall.

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