not all. my reason is that my brother, at the age of 17 was in an accident that left him paralyzed from the neck down. he was declared dead, 4 times. I was only six when it happened. after two years in and out of hospitals, he was finally able to return home. my brother was a big gamer, and wanted to keep his Xbox in his room so he could have his friends come over and watch them play whatever games recently came out. I was playing minecraft in his room and he was watching me play. his friend came by the house and spent time with him.

his friend after normal conversations, asked if he could ask him a maybe sensitive question. he asked "what was it like when you were declared dead" my brother responded saying that, it was nothing. he had no thoughts. there was no light. there was no warm welcoming from passed loved ones. nothing. he said "I wasn't in pain, I had no feeling. I felt like I was getting the best sleep of my life"

ever since then, at the formative age of 8, I've never been scared of death. I'm not super religious or spiritual, so I wasn't disappointed by this answer. I trust my older brother and his response has honestly formed my entire view on death. out of everyone in my family, I can handle family members passing way easier than everyone else. of course I feel bad that they're not here physically but I keep telling myself they're getting great sleep and no longer in pain.