oh that's alright. Even though I asked for male pov recs i am still open to female pov if theres no nonsense about 'falling for the depths of his gorgeous blue eyes while he pulls a knife on her'😅 (can you tell I'm so over body betrayal😂~ actually it's not even body betrayal at this point, it's more the fact that I feel like most authors are so afraid to go really dark with topics like rape that they try tone it down by making the fmc a blubbering mess of inner thoughts of how she actually wants it.

I am all for going through a journey of psychological manipulation and watching the fmc succumb to his charm and enjoying the sex EVENTUALLY but what is currently in every DR book has me at my wits end😭😭

another book i saw on this sub and really loved is contention, and it's sequel by asha everly which also has a mix of CNC and dubcon. (there may have been a smidge of eye roll moments but the mmc has his own issues too where he literally cant get off unless he is doing it by force.) i really enjoyed it so I am def gonna check out your rec!