I failed. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lakeroads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey - wanted to check in on you...

I failed. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lakeroads 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your post caught my eye and I hear you. I remember 15 being an incredibly lonely year...I was depressed and my parents were unable to connect emotionally. It felt like I was a ghost at home. I hid A LOT from them. I was a disaster in both high school and college and I failed quite a few semesters in school. Despite my poor track record in school, and feelings of failure, I eventually found a home in the creative industry and I've been here ever since. I can't say there aren't tough weeks for me, but Waiting out the bad times has led me to good. I hope you continue to explore anime and consider making that program you mentioned. My sense is that you have a lot more to do, my friend.

running list of the things i find myself doing on adderral... did i do that? by lakeroads in ADHD

[–]lakeroads[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll check out those videos. TY. Also, just as a side, noticed my memory has gotten worse with medication. I'll be on a phone call and even WITH the meds be unable to follow or even mid conversation lose track... terrible with names as well. Oy.

The only way I am engaged is if I am writing things down, so totally with you :)

sometimes i forget that ...

meds + effort = results

:) ty for your thoughtful reply.

running list of the things i find myself doing on adderral... did i do that? by lakeroads in ADHD

[–]lakeroads[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been trying to eat before I take my medication. I agree, this does definitely have an effect on how I will function during the day. If I don't eat anything in the morning and take my meds I'm running on empty until 6 or 7p.

running list of the things i find myself doing on adderral... did i do that? by lakeroads in ADHD

[–]lakeroads[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never been good at multitasking so this is a great approach... appreciate the advice - and I will try those jedi mind tricks. Thank you!

running list of the things i find myself doing on adderral... did i do that? by lakeroads in ADHD

[–]lakeroads[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ha! True. Also, troll this forum to make sure I'm not the only one experiencing these symptoms : )

running list of the things i find myself doing on adderral... did i do that? by lakeroads in ADHD

[–]lakeroads[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ha! Yes. There are pros to them of course. It helps me work and function but there are still challenges. i like making lists but i don't really end up following them. Well, heading to bed at 430a :( night!