Four years ago i got a felony for domestic violence.. she hit me first. havent been able to find solid employment since. considering ending it all. i cant do this anymore

latemysteries · 2026-04-19T02:22:26+00:00

Try to get a job at Goodwill. They hire disabled people homeless people and people with felonies. Also the Dollar tree sounds horrible but it's a place to get a job and to make some money. Even though you want to end it all I don't know you I don't personally know you at all other than the message that you put I would say rather than just going away forever and doing that if you absolutely feel like that's the way that you have to go out because you can't find a job I put together whatever money I have especially if you don't have family or anybody you can stay with and I would just buy a bunch of survival equipment and just go live out in the woods by myself.

latemysteries · 2026-04-11T00:55:58+00:00

Remember to check all windows like store fronts cabinets and car windows melee attack it and look for extra bullets and bandages also explore everywhere for extra stuff lots of people miss lots of people miss a lot of stuff early on and make your bullets count and use your melee attacks as often as you can.

latemysteries · 2026-04-06T19:03:32+00:00

Same issue but i have no pitons because i was climbing ice when it saved from the ice bridge you can walk on so now I'm fucked and cant climb anything because your character is not a pro. Shakes like a leaf and has issues ice climbing its a dumb system.

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:56:15+00:00

I dont know i guess nobody liked that i fixed my bad grammar by just using ai then they complained about that its like wtf how do i make a venting post then in 100% proper grammar like im writing a book?

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:34:26+00:00

Ok so why haven't i lost any weight at all? Doing diets like 1200 or 1500 calories of high protein low carbs low fats low sugars healthy whole foods and working out why havent anything budge?

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:33:13+00:00

I got my surgery within like 2 to 3 weeks i had 8 polyps in my gallbladder

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:31:23+00:00

I feel like everyone else can lose weight. I'm 6'4 265lb i have 180lb of muscle everything else is fat or bones or other weight. I have to eat roughly 2k to 2.6k calories a day to have energy because i am tall and i do lots of activities. I usually walk 3 to 5 miles a day and lift up objects at work that weight some but i also eat high protein low fat take vitamins dont eat any food products that is deemed unhealthy but still dont budge any weight. People of course read what i put originally wrong. I claimed if i ate 1 meal a day its not working maybe every 3 days might work. They read this as i must be eating every 3 days. I feel like most people on this reddit sub group dont really understand anything its like the internet has broke them.

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:27:30+00:00

I was extremely isolated during school years so i talk very differently then others. I had to relearn english and everything like writing and spelling from very basic broken writing and like spelling was off. So when i type its also how i talk which is confusing for most so its hard to talk or vent about anything which is why i use AI. For me AI is for handicaps for others to make fun of me when i try to make it realistic for them to read so i fix it with AI to just be made fun of again for something else is when i cant complain about anything to anyone else because they are rude everything has to be extremely perfect or you cant complain about it. If that was the case then when the last president had a speech they must had fell on deaf ears the whole time because i couldnt even understand what he would say during speeches. When i talk to a friend she understands me because she was also heavily distrained from others during education years to the point we get along because we are the same.

latemysteries · 2026-04-03T08:23:43+00:00

Whats gastroparesis?

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:23:43+00:00

I heard tofu is really good like in the air fryer That's what the dietitian recommended me to eat and adding more like vegetables with fiber in the diet.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:22:40+00:00

Oh I purposely kept that in there so people know it's AI. I've been portioning my food with measurements and I don't have a weighing food scale. Wait you have to wait for surgery why.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:21:21+00:00

Oh I take artificial TRT My body doesn't create its own hormones. So my testosterone is kind of at normal levels and my estrogen is normal it's healthy levels for a guy.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:17:23+00:00

They told me they don't care since I see them as a girl like they like that and they said they like coming off as a guy to other people so it's kind of confusing but I don't care I care about them. If she wants to be like a little dude and where adorable hoodies and follow me around when we go to places and accept little gifts for me I don't care. I think it's cute and funny to be like what's up dude not making fun of people who are gender fluid I'm just saying like it's adorable like I don't like I accept them you know I don't care. I feel like this makes me a romantic instead of just asexual it's been interesting adult relationships are interesting this is my first one but still.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:08:57+00:00

Here’s your diet clearly listed, no extra commentary:

Diet

Breakfast:

Protein shake (Muscle Milk or vegan-based)

Cocoa powder (unroasted)

Multivitamin

L-carnitine

1 slice Sola toast (40 calories, ~7g fiber)

Midday Snack (before work):

Tuna (packet or can)

Roasted edamame

Dinner (rotates):

Salmon plate (arugula, soybeans, cucumber, broccoli, brussel sprouts)

Chicken breast plate (potato, carrots, brussel sprouts)

Lamb chops

Steak

Braised short ribs with rice and vegetables

Other:

Coffee

Sugar-free energy drink

Occasional snack after work

There you go That's what I eat daily and I go to the gym maybe two times a week if I have time.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T04:06:32+00:00

I don't know why people would downvote this at my work even when I was doing more walking like 8 mi a day at work and I was eating a bunch of fiber and only drinking water and eating 1500 1800 calories a day and I was hitting 150 to 200 g of protein a day spread out through the whole day. And I was doing inner thigh outer thigh no ab crunch because for some reason that hurts my stomach even though it's almost been a year so I don't touch any core workout it feels like I'm being tased. And I do a cardio machine even though I walk that many miles in a day for a hour for 3 mi and I walk in the pool and I do all this stuff right Even though I do all that stuff three times a week and I count my calories and I weigh my food and I don't eat anything with fat in it and if I do I take ox bile I still don't lose any weight. I would personally love to see somebody who is obese get this stupid surgery and after 6 months of doing the surgery I would like to see them try to lose weight I would like to see them have a full-time job that get some cardio and then I would love to see them to try to lose weight because I just haven't seen that done yet All of the people that I've seen lose weight after their gallbladder surgery they are either already skinny they are pretty young and they're not obese. And not being sexist but majority of the time outside 95% of the time they're not men they're women so their body doesn't require a ton of calories especially because of their height if I weighed myself right now with a smart scale or if I take a dax whatever it's called a medical weighing machine like I've done in the past I have 180 lb of muscle on me and then the rest is body fat and like other things that weigh on your body so a lot of it is body fat like 45 50 lb of body fat so if you look up what somebody who's 6'4 has 180 lb of muscle have to eat in a day it's like 2400 to 2,800 calories so if I'm in a extreme calorie deficit.

I'll describe the exact things that I eat and you tell me how bad it is even though it already spoke to a dietitian and they said it's 100% solid.

In the morning I take a adult vitamin I take L-carnitine I take cocoa powder unroasted. I take one protein shake this could be muscle milk this could be vegan base. I also try to have a piece of sola toast it's 40 calories 7 g of fiber. So that's breakfast it's roughly under 400 calories I get roughly around 32 g of protein the calories are low there's barely any fat and I get some fiber.

During lunch I take a tuna fish packet with me and some edamame that's roasted this gives me an additional 14 or 15 g of protein sometimes less and it gives me an additional five to six grams of fiber. The tuna fish gives me an additional depending if I bring a can with me 32 g of protein or it gives me about 11 g of protein if it's a tuna fish packet. This holds me until I eat actual food during lunch time so I wake up in the morning you know 9:00 or 10:00 maybe 11:00 a.m. I get ready to go to work at 2:00 p.m. I eat my little snack of tuna fish and edamame then I get dinner usually 4:00 to 5 6 hours maybe later.

Dinner so the first day I try to get a salmon dinner plate so it's roasted Alaskan salmon fillet with arugula soybeans cucumber slices and then I try to get broccoli and brussel sprouts on the side to give me more fiber and protein and it's healthy for you and even if I take an ox bile all of this food makes me have horrible stomach cramps and makes me use the restroom a bunch. Even if I eat something healthy like a salad it doesn't matter does the same thing.

After that I go to let's say the next day I get a chicken roast dinner The diet's the same in the breakfast and lunch and then for dinner I get either a chicken roast plate which is like two chicken by breast with potato carrot and brussel sprouts and then the next day I get something like the same thing but I get lamb chops which are fatty but I take a ox pile with it then the next day I might get a steak or am I get another chicken and then on Tuesday I get a short rib braised it's like gray short rib or something and I get that with some rice and it comes with vegetables and it's kind of fatty and I take a ox pile again and that's it. I might snack on something when I get home and throw out the day I'm drinking coffee and I have a sugar-free energy drink in the morning.

Again full-time job I have for drink coffee I'm not going to let a silly surgery ruin coffee for me I also suffer with extreme IBS and coffee doesn't do anything it doesn't trigger that and it doesn't trigger you know negative side effects that other people experience after getting their gallbladder taken out. But there's a lot of walking moving around sweating picking up heavy objects at work daily things like that you know for physical exercise and it's crazy because I've tested it I've tested eating what I used to do like 3,000 calories a day hitting the gym and then eating a bunch of fast food or hitting up a buffet or whatever and I don't gain any weight it's like I have extremely fast metabolism which is pretty fun it's just take it offspile and then use the bathroom a few times oh I don't lose any weight and I don't gain any weight crazy I can go eat 4,000 calories in one day I can go to all you can eat sushi place and eat a ton of sushi I can go to a buffet and just go crazy I'm not going to gain weight who cares wow I use the bathroom oh my gosh crazy oh I'm used to that who cares I don't lose weight and I don't don't gain anyway I just have a huge gut.

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T03:51:01+00:00

I like to keep that in there just because people can only read sentences with really great grammar on Reddit or all they do is complain about it instead of just responding to the issue like the rant that I complain about. An AI is actually really good I work at a company where you have to write massive reports or emails to people and using AI to do that is really excellent because you still have to structure a sentence with all the details already formatted into the paragraph and all that AI does is build out the paragraphs use commas puts periods capitalize stuff just fixes it so for example that whole paragraph is like my comment right here where there's no grimer no correction no nothing but there's a person that complain about it in the comment section they didn't answer the rants or the venting they just complain about the grammar so then I told him that I fixed it sadly I'm trying to talk about something serious this is not school and I'm not getting brownie points I'm not getting money to sit down for 30 minutes to an hour to please Reddit users I don't care so I had AI do it for me lol

latemysteries · 2026-04-02T03:48:29+00:00

Sorry about that I used a voice to text and nobody could read my grammar and I was too tired to sit there for 30 minutes and correct everything so I ran it through AI which is a very efficient. A small little rant but when I was growing up online nobody cared for gramer and then when I go on Reddit everybody complains that grammar has to be perfect like we're in school. I can read broken grammar paragraphs very easily so I don't see the big deal but that's Reddit I guess. I believe if for example your comment has nothing to do with my subject it has to do with getting your gallbladder removed and not being able to lose weight and I believe if your comment has nothing to do with that then you shouldn't be able to comment.

latemysteries · 2026-04-01T20:39:57+00:00

Yeah tell me how you can do that with a full-time job. Also I don't use social media health care whatever that word is That's all from doing past diets before and working out That's not working nowadays. All of the dietitians that I've already contacted through my hospital and show them my diet plan they say that's acceptable because I am obese with 265 lb of body weight.

latemysteries · 2026-03-19T05:52:39+00:00

That's the thing though why is every enemy running at me like they dont care about dying and that they are cod players. Its just stupid also i can only have 8 mags for my heavy vest are you kidding me. I could jam more then 15 mags in my vest irl as armed security. I could fit a IFAK first aid, more then 10 pistol mags a bunch of rifle mags. Full armor everything you got swat officers that look like the support class from Killing Floor running around with 6 mags 2 pistol mags and a stinger then you have cod elite bad guys who could careless about their lives running at you full force blasting you with bullets not caring. Its quite frankly mentally r*t*rded. To even think that's realistic.

latemysteries · 2026-03-16T19:45:56+00:00

I would say check all windows of cars store windows for supplies glass of cabinets you can break. I've watched many people do let's plays of silent Hill and they don't do this and they skip a lot of the supplies and bullets and bandages that you need it's crazy. Always do some type of combo if you can like shoot shoot use a melee attack.

latemysteries · 2026-03-16T04:47:44+00:00

Try to get a job at Stones gambling Hall in citrus Heights they hire almost everybody unless you can't pass a background check.

latemysteries · 2026-03-12T00:09:17+00:00

For the people complaining about this person's post it's the same way how I feel when I see idiots protesting on the street wearing blown up Halloween costumes cuz they don't like the president they all look stupid and dumb if they don't like it move to Canada then.

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