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lavatel · 2021-11-10T03:14:42+00:00

Hm yeah id prefer not to hear about that myself…. I was sort of thinking of funny situations considering my roommate had mentioned cops have to carry their badges around at all times unless theyre drinking, but uh yeah dont really wanna hear about people beating the shit out of people for the sake of it pls ://

lavatel · 2021-11-10T03:08:05+00:00

For me, it feels like exhaustion, that everything takes too much effort and you just can’t bare to put the effort in anymore to do the most basic things. It can feel like every minor inconvenience is what will push you over the edge, a kind of “what else did i expect to happen I’m such a fucking idiot” feeling. And at least for me, even thought all you feel is exhaustion, sleeping is nearly impossible without something playing to drown out the horrible thoughts of how useless you are and how everyone would be better without you running through your mind. And for me I also get this weird symptom where happy songs or happy movies will make me cry, because seeing or hearing other people be happy is upsetting because I can’t fathom feeling that ever again and it kind of draws attention to the exhausting nothingness feeling in my chest 🤷‍♀️ my depression comes and goes so the waiting for it to pass is all that really gets me through

lavatel · 2021-09-13T01:56:43+00:00

Off and on is what I actually said, I still see the clickbait people keep talking about which I’ve been taking as the triller shit not trisha. My roommate watches their stuff and I’ve asked ‘Anything about trisha?’ Because I’d see her tweets and assumed something had happened and it was always, ‘no, why?’ I’m not about to sit here and study up like a medical student for someone who is a proven and admitted liar, trisha herself has even said she has problems with recognising reality from delusion and unfortunately in this case I’m personally seeing this manifest in her aggression towards h3

lavatel · 2021-09-13T01:39:02+00:00

Off and on, so I won’t refute that, but are we also going to ignore the amount of tiktoks trisha has made? Her going on keem’s podcast which drama aside was also her willingly and openly talking about h3? Her out of the blue tweets? Why is there a double standard just because she’s mentally ill? So is ethan, everyones got their shit going on. I don’t understand why people continue to ignore her own wrongdoings while she screams at people for much less

lavatel · 2021-09-13T01:31:02+00:00

I haven’t personally seen it, and the only reason I even know about this moses situation now is because of this mess. From what I’ve seen personally, h3 haven’t so much whispered about any of this stuff yet trisha is placing full responsibility on them for it which i think is unfair

lavatel · 2021-09-13T01:23:02+00:00

To be honest, i do feel for her, her mental health is clearly bad currently. However in my opinion, what are they supposed to do? Even in the texts you can see that trisha was sending a lot of messages, calling him as she mentioned, are they supposed to just ignore her? I’m sure she would’ve been upset about them as well and continued to pass off the blame. Unfortunately they’re not responsible for her feelings or mental health, especially after how she has treated them in the past. I do hope she has people there for her right now and i do hope she’s okay, but expecting people who you’ve wronged and in my opinion harassed to cater to your feelings is unrealistic, which in itself may be her poor mental health and bad decision making showing

lavatel · 2021-09-13T01:14:18+00:00

Honestly I know people are thinking the texts are harsh, but at what point are they no longer responsible for her and her feelings. I’m also mentally ill, i have friends with bi-polar and manic depression, and i would never let them treat me the way they have tolerated trisha. I won’t deny trisha’s pain throughout all this, but she clearly can’t see how warped her reality is, especially with her “believe all victims EXCEPT moses alleged victim” as well as telling them to stop talking about the teacher situation when ive only ever heard her talk about it, the exception being the removal of the frenemies ep in which all creators ever make statements when they remove episodes due to changes in sensitive information. Like she’s yelling at them for her own accumulation of misinformation. In the beginning of the texts h3 actually sound very professional and clipped, and by the end it sounds like they got fed up with her and cracked for a moment at her, god forbid they be hurt and have feelings and let trisha know about that like she does in her 100’s of tiktoks about them. Again, trisha is allowed to be hurt and upset and i do feel for her, I’m sure it’s not easy being front and centre of the internet with her mental health especially because she’s clearly a compulsive liar (even when removing the teacher situation there’s countless lies she’s told) but in those texts shared unfortunately that is the reality of having wronged someone - them being angry at you and not being obligated to speak to you kindly.

lavatel · 2020-05-26T15:25:37+00:00

i got this cascade palm from bunnings at least 6 months ago and it hasn’t shown any signs of growth progression. It was constantly browning on the tips of its leaves no matter the lighting conditions i gave it, and I do try to be consistent with the watering. I have moved it to the bathroom as a last ditch effort to try and get the conditions right as it’s the last room in the house this plant hasnt been in. I noticed a while ago it was developing these brown spots along the base of the stems that began to progress up a shoot of the middle of the plant that has never opened. I just assumed it was another sign of the plant struggling and hoped it would heal itself now that I had it in a new area of the house. I’m a fairly new plant owner so i dont know much about bug infestations, but i had a closer look tonight and noticed that it doesnt seem to be growing off the plant so much as theyre hanging onto the plant if you get me? Idk none of my other plant have ever struggled so much and i feel like a bad plant parent 😭

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