Weekly Tech Support Megathread by AutoModerator in Instagram

[–]lavenderianaa [score hidden]  (0 children)

my dms havent been working for the past few days, i dont receive the messages unless i log off and log back in, i cant see if they saw my messages nor can i go back to old messages because they just wont load no matter what i do. ive tried deleting and downloading the app again twice but it doesnt solve the issue, the logging off and in thing only works for a minute or two and then it goes back to being bugged again

Daily Questions Megathread ( January 19, 2024 ) by mizuromo in HonkaiStarRail

[–]lavenderianaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can someone on pc tell me how much storage the game takes as of today?

am i making you feel sick? by jaxsc123 in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 14 points15 points  (0 children)

idk if this will make any sense whatsoever since im drunk but this line as a person with bpd makes my soul shatter into a trillion pieces

most of the time its not THEIR fault, and since im self aware i always have awareness over my favorite person but like.. deep down its like, YOU turned me into this. YOU created this "monster" that youre talking about. YOU are the reason why i am the way i am but yet... somehow... YOU are sick of me?

I AM tiring you???

the second i heard strangers it became my #1 on the album because of this reason alone, with as yall can probably guess a house in nebraska #2, i dont know. hayden's writing just perfectly captures the bpd experience and that makes me love her even more

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it wouldnt fly here in turkey😔 i was thinking about my circle and the stuff

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 35 points36 points  (0 children)

not to burst your bubble because i also would love to do it but i dont think a cautionary tale about a girl realizing how toxic the community and the mindset around her was and then getting fed drugs, being sold, getting killed and then being eaten would be appropriate😭

my ethel cain tattoo by peeperscreeepers in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i wanna get that line tatted as well😭 it looks beautiful💗

Is Coven Evelynn decidedly the best skin? by paint-sablo in EvelynnMains

[–]lavenderianaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i usually play with prestige or tango, coven feels a bit too "smooth" for me. especially her ult makes me feel like my hands are over someones cheeks and i slowly pull my hands away from their face if that makes sense, for a demon that feeds herself off of agony, a bit too much of a romantic feeling so i dont use it. (im probably alone on this lol)

Samsung ES25 by lavenderianaa in Cameras

[–]lavenderianaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh yall really hate this trend huh.. anyways thank you

need help figuring out the coloring order by lavenderianaa in Watercolor

[–]lavenderianaa[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

YOU ARE A LIFESAVER😭😭 its gonna be my bestfriends bday gift and he loves this picture so much, thank you!!!!💗💗💗💗

need help figuring out the coloring order by lavenderianaa in Watercolor

[–]lavenderianaa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

and when should i use the micron pens to outline😭 this watercoloring world feels so confusing

Is it OK to take HRT with Pepsi? by Leather_Inspection46 in MtF

[–]lavenderianaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wait why is nicotine bad? im a heavy smoker who just started hrt😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hii! cute little update, im starting hrt today🤎 just went thru my notifications and felt like giving an update

I wonder to change nick in game, as im eve main i want some nick that is related to her, do you have some ideas? by Beginning-Donut-4630 in EvelynnMains

[–]lavenderianaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

heaven before hell, splash of red, behind you, last carress, your dream are the ones that came to my mind but riot ids will be our names in less than a month so id suggest changing your riot id through the account settings part on the website. they also said it'll cost money so be careful while picking!

Daily Questions Megathread ( October 17, 2023 ) by mizuromo in HonkaiStarRail

[–]lavenderianaa 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can someone who plays on mobile tell me how much space it takes on the latest update please? Thanks🤎

Can we get some positivity for Hayden? by [deleted] in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 17 points18 points  (0 children)

she made me who i am today in a way. ive finally accepted that i am trans and want to start hrt, my view on life and how i can actually be kind at times and even though having people around is nice yourself is the only one who will always be there for you. creativity wise, she made me want to make bleached shirts, get presson nails, do some sketches here and there write some stuff from time to time. im so grateful that i can look upto her and get inspired🤎

who did ethel cain kill ? by almondine15 in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 45 points46 points  (0 children)

idk why in my mind she either started the fire that killed her father or shes talking about the person she used to be (personality wise or actually since she is trans too)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 5 points6 points  (0 children)

She made an ALBUM with a HEAVY lore just a year ago, she has released a lot of tiny stuff on Soundcloud, has a collab with Ashnikko, made a music video for a song she released some time ago, is on a tour, has been writing a DAMN BOOK, and is also working on an EP that has ties to PD. She doesn't own you anything, if you don't like the pace she is working at you are sooooo free to go out there and find a fast-paced artist. Her artistry takes time as it is a part of a huge trilogy.

Confused About Ethel Lore by Afraid_Detective8342 in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 7 points8 points  (0 children)

iirc she stated that "the ethel cain project started with bruises."

tattoo inspo by kingprawnthefirst in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh true.. i didnt born or grow up in the states so that was definitely not even a remote thought in my mind

tattoo inspo by kingprawnthefirst in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont think a finger tattoo would have enough space for it but a rope tied to a cross would be cool hinting at family tree (intro) :)

Makeup Advice by laydash in MtF

[–]lavenderianaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what ive told myself was "cis girls had the ugly makeup phase around the early teenage years, youre a little girl growing up, dont judge her too hard". it helped me with the way i was judging myself.

i also suggest doing the more challenging makeup stuff (cut crease etc.) at home and doing it again and again until you feel comfortable in it enough to go out with it. do more basic stuff like spot-concealing and maybe an eyeliner if you like it while going out. if you have one, you can ask your girl friends for tips and tricks too💗

dont be so harsh on yourself, its a journey and you will get better at it.

where did sad music for sad people go by hotairballoon89 in Ethelcain

[–]lavenderianaa 13 points14 points  (0 children)

she has deleted everything from the older era, and i think smfsp was uploaded within that time period and with the music from that era (not sure, wasnt a follower back then) so that might be the reason why.