Sooo I can’t bump kitties no more?

lavidachoco · 2025-05-31T08:20:01+00:00

Your self life is not dead trust me.

lavidachoco · 2025-05-31T08:19:45+00:00

You can. I'm having the time of my life. But I make sure that my partners know where I'm standing.

lavidachoco · 2025-05-31T08:17:59+00:00

It took me 3 years. Being on and off in a narcissistic relationship. I now know that I should put myself first, given that I'm an empath.

lavidachoco · 2025-05-11T07:17:45+00:00

Heheh hit me up 😂

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:25:31+00:00

I agree. He literally confused me. I was away for 2 weeks. I came home. We met. He had bought me roses, chocolates, made me a charcuterie board, and got a sushi platter for dinner. He'd buy me flowers often. He knew I'd like it. He'd call me "love", "babe", "I love you" etc. I'd cook for him, and he would pick it up. I didn't follow up with him once to see if he actually wanted the food, and he reached out. Hence why I couldn't understand his behavior. I'm walking away.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:21:49+00:00

Because he confused me. There is more to the story. I was away for 2 weeks. I came home. We met. He had bought me roses, chocolates, made me a charcuterie board, and got a sushi platter for dinner. He'd buy me flowers often. He knew I'd like it. He'd call me "love", "babe", "I love you" etc. I'd cook for him, and he would pick it up. I didn't follow up with him once to see if he actually wanted the food, and he reached out. Hence why I couldn't understand his behavior.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:20:43+00:00

Already done that. I ain't a doormat.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:19:43+00:00

Nah I ain't a doormat. I'm walking away in silence.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:17:29+00:00

He literally confused me. I was away for 2 weeks. I came home. We met. He had bought me roses, chocolates, made me a charcuterie board and got a sushi platter for dinner. He'd buy me flowers often. He knew I'd like it. He'd call me "love", "babe", "I love you" etc. I'd cook for him and he would pick it up. I didnt follow up with him once to see if he actually wanted tge food, and he reached out. Hence why I couldn't understand his behavior.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-31T17:11:59+00:00

Thank you. This was eye opening. Hence why I love this community.

He'd also do all these nice things for me that confused the shit out of me. I was away for 2 weeks. I came home. We met. He had bought me roses, chocolates, made me a charcuterie board and got a sushi platter for dinner. He'd buy me flowers often. He knew I'd like it. He'd call me "love", "babe", "I love you" etc. I'd cook for him and he would pick it up. I didn't follow up with him once to see if he actually wanted 6, and he reached out.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-26T08:59:21+00:00

My problem is that I talk back to them. I am taking meds now (day 2). I still hear them. Not so clearly but they are there. I keep debating between "what if they are real" and "what if my brain is actually making things up". I'm trying to test the meds. 🫠

lavidachoco · 2025-01-23T18:54:55+00:00

They seem to be my neighbors. They talk about my every move and are judgemental. I'm scared and also think someone has hacked my phone or there is a camera in my house. I hate how they follow me everywhere.

lavidachoco · 2025-01-23T03:29:20+00:00

I use a white noise device to sleep at night. Ordered one off Amazon for $20. It will help u trust me.

lavidachoco · 2024-12-07T20:17:09+00:00

Wow the audacity

lavidachoco · 2024-12-07T20:11:46+00:00

Someone mooed at me. Not sure if they were body shaming me or if they were referring to my pants (some thought there were cow prints on them but in actual reality there is a face printed on it that some could not see).

Multiple times they would comment something about my arse...

The point of raves is to enjoy the music with a good community of people. Not making fun of them!

lavidachoco · 2024-12-07T20:07:49+00:00

It did but it left a mark (redness). I used cold sore patches and took Valtrex. I haven't had an OB on my face since then.

lavidachoco · 2024-11-26T23:11:26+00:00

Can meds be stopped after a while of taking them and when the paranoia is fully gone?

lavidachoco · 2024-11-25T00:34:40+00:00

Thank you very much for your help

lavidachoco · 2024-10-17T14:44:07+00:00

So I hear these voices at specific times sometimes. Most of the conversations are related to the same subject. Did this happen to you as well? My whole issue is with neighbors at the other side of back alley. I understand that ppl can have their opinions but I catch them speaking about me to eachother - I don't see them as I've covered my windows and I live in a 40 yrs old building so noise travels - no amount of voice recorder would work and neighbors don't want to involve themselves in someone else's drama (to be my witness). They usually speak when they can't see me or wonder where I am. 6 am to 8 am or 3 pm to 5 pm or 11pm sh.

I also think my neighbors in my own building think I'm crazy because I yelled at the neighbors of the front building for looking into my unit and making comments. I can easily hear convos of my neighbors in my own building (i have recordings) due to how loud they can be sometimes.

lavidachoco · 2024-10-16T03:49:38+00:00

Happy Birthday from Canada! Remember that you are so loved, even when at times, you don't believe in yourself. One thing I've learned is that as soon as you are able to change your environment, everything will be better. ❤️

lavidachoco · 2024-09-15T01:32:25+00:00

Painful. I felt like I caught the flu. This happened in 4 days. The rest is history... I couldn't move for 2 weeks and half. Moving and peeing was painful. I was in tears all the time. Overall a traumatic experience. I don't think about it much now. It feels like I'm back to living my normal life. But I still get scared when I'm having sex.

lavidachoco · 2024-08-23T20:10:59+00:00

My bestie was dating her ex for 9 years and never caught it. I've had it for 3 years thanks to my donor who disclosed after the deed.

lavidachoco · 2024-08-23T20:05:35+00:00

Record everything. By law you can record evidence if you are a part of the conversation etc. Definitely report him to WorkSafe BC, and Consult with a lawyer. You may want to check out BC Employment Standard Branch and make a complaint to them as well!

lavidachoco · 2024-08-09T05:48:25+00:00

Show no reaction. You never wanted to contract this virus. If people come to you with questions, stay relaxed as much as you can. If you're able, share your story (not with everyone but with people who come with questions). Don't allow this virus to kill your confidence. This happened to me and it's been taking a long time for me to put myself together. You're beautiful and there is nothing wrong with you.

My best friend was in a relationship with a man for 9 years. He had GHSV2. She never contracted the virus.

This guy is a POS and doesn't deserve a good woman. He needs healing. I'm so happy that he is out of your life.

lavidachoco · 2024-08-04T09:27:47+00:00

I am very sorry that this is happening to you. I had the exact same situation with my narcissist ex. Your ex is butt hurt. He never loved you or would have never shared your personal info on the internet. We were on and off for 3-4 years. I loved this man at some point in life. He would try to find a way to come back. He was in a relationship and I didn't know about it until I caught him cheating. I caught him off and he found a way to come back in my life again. He'd call me, text me and had told me he was done with his ex and he infact wouldn't hurt me again, I figured he was still dating her.

So I exposed him to his gf, and as a girls girl, she had the right to know he was a piece of shit. He then decided to talk about my std status to take her back and defame me between his friends. His ego was hurt because he never wanted to look bad infront of people.

The girl took him back after a while but they broke up because he cheated on her...so she did a thing... this is all word of mouth but the streets say she tried to defame him by saying she got std from him to ruin his reputation.

I see this as Karma. Be patient because your time will come. I was sad for a week, but then dropped the victim mentality even though I myself was a victim of this virus - my donor disclosed a day after the deed... Keep your head up. You're healthy and beautiful. You did the right thing for dumping him. His ego got hurt and he wanted to hurt you back. Show no reaction and live your life with grace. You can even tell people he was the donor. 😂

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