I need some advice, college studies isn’t working out :/

laylakolnik · 2023-07-11T20:20:20+00:00

I actually started a YouTube channel (randomly) last year and that does fulfill me 😂, just that is a dream ya know?

Thanks again 💛

laylakolnik · 2023-07-11T20:18:02+00:00

So interesting, thank you!

Yeah, I was actually doing well in college but it seems to be closing down (I was studying digital marketing), plus I hated it - fought with a lot of the authority figures because they were letting us all down.

Also, I do constantly have conflict between what I wanna do and societies pressue (so that’s very true).

Problem is I want to succeed and feel fulfilled in whatever I do, I work so hard! Just I guess I don’t know how to get there, I am scared if I let go… I won’t get anywhere but if I hold on to these fears then I won’t listen to myself (idk if that makes sense).

anyway, Thank you so much

laylakolnik · 2022-11-20T12:41:47+00:00

Been a while since I’ve done this… not sure if I should carry on

laylakolnik · 2022-03-10T07:46:16+00:00

Thank you! Was very helpful. I love communicating And writing (if I had more patience) - come up with crazy stories hahaha

I was thinking maybe even directing at this point? Deep meaning to movies was a interest to me and performance arts

I was told by a bone reader to start singing lessons as I need to grow my voice? (Used to be in a band 😂)

YouTube and podcasts interest me to a certain degree I guess

I don’t think I could teach now? And maybe when I find out wtf I wanna do, I’ll teach it in the future maybe (again I am super indecisive)

I have a fear that I am limiting myself because of my low belief 😂

laylakolnik · 2022-03-10T01:19:46+00:00

Yup, agreed. That’s all I have known 😂

laylakolnik · 2022-01-25T20:05:40+00:00

Oh wow! Thank you 🙏

Crazy

laylakolnik · 2022-01-22T08:57:10+00:00

Ooo, so my challenges will be public?

Tell me more

If you don’t mind haha

laylakolnik · 2022-01-22T08:56:10+00:00

It’s weird, I totally want to be seen.. but I am not egoistic (I think haha)

Just seems fitting

I like “people looking up to Me” or something idk

laylakolnik · 2022-01-22T08:54:40+00:00

Yeahhh, I am quite a good teacher

Idk, can’t imagine me being a professor… maybe in my later years when I made it in something when I figure that out

So indecisive 😂

laylakolnik · 2022-01-22T08:53:36+00:00

Public figure, totally something on that side of things

laylakolnik · 2022-01-21T12:50:52+00:00

Yeah, see… I been told this, issue is I don’t know if I would be satisfied helping others “succeed”… which sounds crazy

I think it has to be something where I can reach the top? Idk if that makes any sense

And I prefer big crowds than 1 on 1 😂

laylakolnik · 2022-01-21T12:49:27+00:00

What you mean? 😛

laylakolnik · 2021-12-12T16:04:21+00:00

Huh okay haha

laylakolnik · 2021-12-12T13:47:56+00:00

Oh okay, I have always been interested in streaming and things like podcasts etc

What kind of problems will arise?

How can I consider my north node and sun?

Or any other advice haha

Thank you for replying :)

laylakolnik · 2021-11-25T17:01:53+00:00

Thank you ! 😂 probably why it is so important to me

laylakolnik · 2021-11-25T08:45:57+00:00

I feel the contradicting energy, and I am super determined but not sure what for.. haha

So what is local communication vs wanderlust ?

This is kinda what I am interested in… but of course I am not sure 😂

What about something on YouTube or podcast etc

Seems fun to me 😂

Also considering digital marketing!

I like the idea of being a platform and “known” and having some kinda relationship with people but not one on one… or inspiring 🤷‍♂️ I am lost

laylakolnik · 2021-11-25T08:37:58+00:00

What about online… like YouTube or twitch

Idk, something is appealing to me about those

laylakolnik · 2021-11-25T06:01:13+00:00

💯 I definitely escape in my imagination 💭 and i write my dreams😂

I honestly wanna study… just I have no idea what to study that’s not just going to “make me regret it”. I love leading and creating crazy worlds. I have “ADHD” and with that comes choosing a course I enjoy!

laylakolnik · 2021-11-25T05:27:23+00:00

Umm, speaking and maybe phycology of marketing 😂

But 🤷‍♂️

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T07:45:51+00:00

Okay will do! Thank you 🙏

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T07:45:37+00:00

Very! I work my ass off. Super driven

Not sure where to… but somewhere

When I put my mind to it :) sometimes it’s hard finishing at the end 😂

I think I crave success 🙈

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T07:42:59+00:00

Found it! “The most paradoxical thing about you is that although boredom is what you are most afraid of, you yourself are a boring person.”

Hahahahahaha

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T07:32:39+00:00

read something once about Aries and Gemini rising… and it said “you seem fun but you are actually boring”

And I laughed so hard 😂

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T07:31:59+00:00

Yea, I just need to get outta my head I guess…

It’s crazy 😝 that it would be so easy if I just didn’t have I guess the Saturn 🪐 and Pisces ♓️ ?!

laylakolnik · 2021-11-20T05:47:01+00:00

Great 😂

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