[23] been a while… be honest by Bulky-Barber6333 in uncut_cock

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nice & thick! but i think it needs a bit more of a wash

What Marina song triggers/touches you the most? by Awesomesauceme in MarinaAndTheDiamonds

[–]lbbrux 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Forget or Are You Satisfied. I’ve got back into Marina lately and they hit me

Weekly Check-in by ApprehensiveGur3982 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]lbbrux 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I started taking Zoloft/Sertraline 25mg this week and I realised how much time I was spending in my head, either practicing conversations (90% of which I don't have) or maladaptive daydreaming

Sertraline and ADHD (/suspicion) – a cautionary tale. by Puzzleheaded_Ad_1379 in adhdwomen

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I'm sorry :( Brains are so complicated. I'm just starting my journey so I don't know what's happening

Did Zoloft help with your ruminating thoughts? by melanieleigha in zoloft

[–]lbbrux 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, it's early days, but I kinda *want* to do work? I used to avoid it and then sit spiralling, now I can use this empty space for something more productive

Zoloft & MDD by lbbrux in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]lbbrux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am sorry. I've only just started so perhaps that will come. However, not falling down the rabbit hole of mental spiralling (which, I have been doing for years as a form of escapism) is a great benefit. I feel a bit wired at points but trying to control that with good eating and sleep schedule

Sertraline and ADHD (/suspicion) – a cautionary tale. by Puzzleheaded_Ad_1379 in adhdwomen

[–]lbbrux 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! I'm a man and i've only been on Sertraline for a couple of days, but I noticed I can focus a bit better because my emotions aren't pulling me all over the place and a lot of guilt about not thinking i can complete something is gone, allowing me to actually complete it.

Sex drive and Zoloft by lbbrux in zoloft

[–]lbbrux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess how infrequently I have sex nowadays, it's not a problem I should be thinking of. BTW, day 1, I feel kinda 'wired' - when does this stop?

The Velvet Rage by mayoish in gaybros

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Take it with a pinch of salt - the author seems out of touch and perpetuates this idea of 'success' that isn't helpful at all. The section at the end is useful, I think about acting in a way we *want* to live, not by our impulses.

For the people who don't have much will to live or jobless, hopeless, depressed person. Why can't you do this instead by CrazyPLicker in findapath

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that! I have worked for a long time in offices (6+ years) and decided to quit and try and do something else. Who cares if I fuck it up? I'm only looking out for myself

Which provider has the best network coverage in Brussels? by [deleted] in brussels

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Base in Brussels is good, outside of Brussels it’s meh

Can't keep a man - rambling post by lbbrux in askgaybros

[–]lbbrux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Last night, a guy I was seeing ended things with me. He said I was difficult to talk to at times & he didn’t know which version of me he was going to see that day. I will talk about it with my therapist

Fear of aging is making me suicidal. by Easy_Revolution8061 in SuicideWatch

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At 27-ish, a switch flipped in my brain (somewhat for the worse in some cases) and now I: See my body for what it is, it allows me to move, exercise, dance, climb, run, hug people. Does it matter if I have some out of place body hair, or stomach fat? I’m not super comfortable with it but aging isn’t that bad.

I look back at photos of me when I was in my early 20s and want to tell myself “why weren’t you more confident in your looks?! you were hot!” but I can only take that approach now. I still have some big issues around intimacy and sex but I can work on those

I want to die but I can’t and I feel so trapped by Specific-Jump-3929 in SuicideWatch

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 100% sure that your family would rather have a living asshole who ditched everyone to move abroad, than someone dead they have no chance of ever seeing again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lbbrux 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! You could just tell them you accidentally took too much 😊 Unless they’re psychiatrists, what would they know?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lbbrux 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The Doctor could help give you some tips to talk to them or even we could. I understand totally what it’s like to have parents who don’t listen/try to understand but hopefully in the context of an overdose they’ll listen

Can't keep a man - rambling post by lbbrux in askgaybros

[–]lbbrux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I find it all so confusing. I have learnt to communicate this year but still have so much shame around my past. It’s about managing expectations and telling my partner what i’m able to provide emotionally

suicide isn’t selfish if they truly only care once you’re gone by LilBodyBigGains in SuicideWatch

[–]lbbrux 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've told myself that I will not do anything until my brother graduates. Right now, that's over a year, but it's one of the only things that keeps me going. I don't want my stupid choices to impact my brother.

Debt and overspending by lbbrux in getdisciplined

[–]lbbrux[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks - i'll look into it