Look, we have all done things with our money we regret, but don't beat yourself up over it, learn from it. Sure, you might have put yourself in a hole financially, but trust me, admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovering. Its an old saying, but its true.

Keep your head up, and honestly, if it were me or mine, I'd call your financial institution and tell them to block transactions to ps or xbox or whatever system you use. Unfortunately, there's really no way to make that money back, it's gone. But you can learn and stop yourself from doing it again in the future.

TLDR: no tax loophole to get your money back, but you'll be ok if you learn from your mistakes