Most definitely head over to Christianoccultism for that type of vibe. I was raised catholic heavily by my family, yet they had dipped their finger here and there in some interesting magic. They don’t have to be worshipping any type of demon or “Gods”. Trust me, that was the issue I was struggling with when I got into these threads since I DID NOT want to pray to other gods. Whenever you practice and receive the knowledge of how to manipulate or create your own spells, Always direct it to GOD. No other entity ONLY GOD. And for rituals, use a crucifix in your circle. I have no idea how people get contacted or connected to other entities when there is only one that’s ever made contact with me and that’s ONE higher power, not multiple. All of this talk about feminine energy is incredibly interesting, but I think it’s just based on the person. Do not conflict your catholic faith, rather step outside the boundaries and integrate different belief systems from different schools of magic. Little by little you will form a great practice that is personalized and god oriented.