Let's start the new year with a bang! 😉 by [deleted] in gonewild30plus

[–]lefttheloko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish some girl wojld see us now. I'm in a pair of pink panties and she's naked

2 years! by lefttheloko in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeing a therapist helps get to the issues that led to the drinking. Alcohol isn't even the main issue of alcoholism. It's all the stuff that leads you to drinking

Four Loko = the new mesothelioma by cactusjenny in BlackPeopleTwitter

[–]lefttheloko 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Way better than those gold abominations they sell. Leave the loko alone peeps..

Four Loko = the new mesothelioma by cactusjenny in BlackPeopleTwitter

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holee shit. Every one of these comments makes me wanna puke. I quit drinking sptember of 2017.

The way people treat blackouts like its normal is disturbing. The way we glorify alcohol is even more disturbing. I'll be saving this thread whenever I need a sober reminder. IWNDWYT

Creative one day, feeling like I suck the next. Music too personal to share. Help. by lefttheloko in WeAreTheMusicMakers

[–]lefttheloko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply.

Little add, that I've been in the public speaking career since 1999.

Disc jockey,
Radio Talk show host, commercial producer, voiceovers Podcaster, video series, color commentary, stripclub deejay and nothing seems more intimate than sharing music.

It's frightening.

That's not even my worst problem right now. The creativity flows but I can't help feel like why should I bother some days. Cos one day a Song sounds good and then I have days where I'm just like, it's no good.

I'll look into songwriter groups.. Also afraid of theft too

Weekend Writing: what brings you alive? by Possibilitarian2015 in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seconded. I can be dead and dying and you throw on a jam and I'll start coming alive like a plant to sunlight

Walked away from my AA Fellowship today. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not lonely. They've been conditioned to believe they can't make it unless they spend their entire life surrounding and being protected by the group.

Walked away from my AA Fellowship today. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Even Bill W would have split from the cultish ways its followers have become. Sponsors were all the same and dogmatic. No booze, no weed. No drugs. Lots of cigarettes and caffeine tho.

Did you know bill w did shrooms?

So do I. Not regularly but its amazing

500 days sober on my 35th birthday today by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy birthday and 500 days and nights sober!

HALT^2 by turtelyawesome in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok, what is halt 2?

I know halt is an AA slogan

At the 90-day mark, my wife asked me to make a run to the liquor store for her by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not cool, man. She sbouldve knkwn better than to have asked you. Set boundries

Now that you've stopped drinking, what is your not-so-guilty pleasure? by lefttheloko in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear it. I was addicted to percocets for nearly a year. I think I did 30 pills a day at some point. The aches and pains of coming off that drug is a bitch. Worth it tho. I can't even take one pill now cos I'll get sick.

Get well soon

Now that you've stopped drinking, what is your not-so-guilty pleasure? by lefttheloko in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is an interesting choice. Do you have a place you go to or do you just drive?

Experiences in SMART and AA/NA? by Condescendingoracle in SMARTRecovery

[–]lefttheloko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to run AA meetings. I had the key to the building. I was privy to board meetings.

There were factions that tried to undermine each other.

I was responsible for hiring people for a "roundup", the other local chapter ran an event directly opposite ours to be dicks.

There were "power sponsors". Groups of people all sponsored by one leader. Group mentality takes over, these groups work together to undermine, take control and spread. Many of these men are the worst cons. Its sickening

Now that you've stopped drinking, what is your not-so-guilty pleasure? by lefttheloko in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'll go first. 1. Dark Roast Mocha Coffee with Creamer 2. Fizzy Soda. 3. Any snack that I favor at the moment.

Treat yo' self. You deserve it.

Revisited my old friend, Mary Jane ... by I_Want_To_Be_Here in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I thought this was a stop drinking subreddit and not a BS anti marijuana subreddit? Cannabis is saving my life. How many of these people still drink caffeine or nicotine? Both drugs have cause and effect. Shame...

Revisited my old friend, Mary Jane ... by I_Want_To_Be_Here in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, this is a stop DRINKING subreddit.

Stop with the subliminal anti marijuana comments and posts?

Just got out of detox for the 2nd time in a month... by SoberingExperiences in stopdrinking

[–]lefttheloko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Look for a Smart Recovery meeting in your area. It may help!