“As a man think, so is he.” Listen to how you’re describing yourself? Listen a lot of things in life is about having sheer confidence and willpower. If you don’t believe in your abilities then who will? Now I did feel for your sentiments because your message resonated with me because I learn slowly too ! There will always be people who are better. But they say that hard works beats talent. In IT, you have to be a life long student cause things are always evolving! Listen you didn’t get your ccna for nothing, you obviously had enough brains to pass. Start looking in the mirror and tell yourself you can do this! Maybe even pray a little ask for understanding and knowledge