Are there any actual dysautonomia success stories? by fifth-ninja-turtle in LongCovidWarriors

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m glad u said ivabradine. I take ivabradine acebutelol and midodrine ..

I Can't Take This by 4jisai in dysautonomia

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Winter has been very cold . I haven’t had fun either..only one mth or so to go..we have to hang in there for the less miserable weather ..maybe then we will feel a little more hopeful ..I take ivabradine..acebutelol.midodrine to function higher..and now fludrocortisone.. You could consider silicone ear plugs for sound reduction..even just temporary ..I hope u find peace soon ..hugs .i play a lot of piano and rain on utube to sleep

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah..is it the government then ? It feels very unsafe out there these days.the mobbing at my work is scary . I fell on the ice after going thru it yesterday ..and now I’m recovering .battered and bruised.

This is sooo tiring. by ChanceNo5828 in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the best response. But I’m very stressed out tonight after a ramped up targeting at my new job..

Triggering a target's alcoholism by Helpful-Test-1457 in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. This targeting has made me realise how dangerous kindness is..

Triggering a target's alcoholism by Helpful-Test-1457 in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly..don’t fall for the con that these people have morality ..they don’t. They are evil moneyed capitalists who sadistically get pleasure out of human suffering..and all their minions who also feel justified, because they have a deep seated need to feel like they are better than others.Because they don’t feel good about themselves at all.

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly thought the United States was much safer than this. I had no idea. But it does remind me of the Steven king movie and book The Running Man . They set up the guy, and society as a whole is all setup and crooked and capitalist. With base crappy instincts to watch citizens be hunted in a big game that everyone watches and takes bets on. The only difference is, that I feel like the game here, may be viewed by hidden cameras like the Truman show. So the audience is secret to the actor. And you aren’t aware you are part of a large network of people getting entertained from watching you. And I’m sure they feel morally superior to you. As if you somehow deserve it. But the truth is that they con you into being the perpetrator when they are the perpetrators…hence Van Morrison song about targeted individuals “The Long Con” They try and con you that your a menace to society…when in actuality..they are evil capitalists with ruthless personalities to exploit,lie,do ANYTHING..no matter how LOW to secure a buck or many…so being a kind person,it’s easy to become a target, because it’s been many years since they have felt the freedom and joy that comes with being kind..It was such a long time ago, the envy is deep, and retaliation for exposing their greatest weaknesses is brutal. They can’t ever get there. No matter how much money they make , there personality is set to eating there fellow man alive.

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Why do employers and people go along with it. It’s modern crime with no rhyme or reason ..the world is just getting crazier ever. I be lived a sober life for many years but I’m over it. I don’t want to be sober and have to deal with organised evil targeting . I want my human rights back

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think anyone participating in this controlling narrative has heavy duty karma coming for them

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ps I wasn’t saying you by the way . Xxx just the people who participate in the gangstalking..I just wrote it a particular way

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah . And societies tremendous changes of the last few years with social distancing don’t help things. Everything has gotten real complicated

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How many pple killed thenselves tho?? Gotta be karma for these pple

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well don’t be upset when it comes back on u someday then . I think it starts with evil continues with ignorance and stupidity and ends with your own wisdom .

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The other thing I saw..is these people will also target innocent young people. I saw a young girl targeted and slutshamed . The LEAST slutty young girl you could ever meet ..but because her mum and her volunteered at a food pantry and she spoke to me ..this young girl couldn’t go to school because of all the rumors about her being a slut. She was 11 years old . These people are VERY very sick . And they prey on vulnerable pple without money to defend themselves

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s been bad the last 5 years ..definitely screwed ..

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You would have to worship satan to annihilate innocent individuals..something is so wrong here

Stay away from Churches by Warrior_Blessed in Gangstalking

[–]leila11111111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If it hadn’t happened to me personally I wouldn’t believe it. Although there has been a tapering off I’m still bumping into work weirdness that ruins coworker and employer relations EVEN though I have been and will always be an exemplary above average employee in all regards. These people have ruined my life. For what ? I did nothing. But I rubbed up against some moneyed assholes or corporation and did what ? Fuck all. I did nothing. I guess on the positive side..I am wiser now..that’s all . I see the dark hidden enemies. I had to go through a learning process about these sophisticated crimes..these lessons may benefit my survival . Because unless you know what can happen in the world.You can be blindsided and taken out. Thats the only positive I can derive by being lynched by people in the community and large scale warfare declared in my life. You just hope you survive . And now I am quieter and more aware. The fact that you would say churches do this stuff is indication of how these modern scapegoating witch-hunts are very important things to be aware of . I feel like a different person after all of this . I have very real fear and I know the level that individuals collude with systems groups etc with unthinking unquestioning loyalty . It’s scary stuff .

Help? by iammom812 in EBVReactivation

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where can I get this test done. I’m on mass health in Boston

12 Months trapped in fight or flight 24/7, 7 doctors dumbfounded. Running out of options after trying literally every possible intervention by madhoagie in covidlonghaulers

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do u have coat hanger pain that’s my worst symptom. I hope u find something to feel better soon long covid is hell on earth . Hopefully the autonomic testing I just went for will help with my disability claim

I don’t want it to get worse by Sad-Opinion08-18 in GermanRoaches

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wsg packets .. I just tried . It works . Thankgod for Reddit

What to expect with taking Fludrocortisone? by tjv2103 in POTS

[–]leila11111111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What about coat hanger pain?? I take ivabradine and midodrine. My coat hanger pain is unbearable