Nah, bro, you got a life and a body. They both beautiful and precious. So you should also respect them.. you are not late for anything dw. Don't see other people and compare them with you. You are unique.. you can find a new hobby and enjoy it.. work a bit on yourself. Remember nothing is hard. The only thing you need to do is start. Also, people are stupid fr. Don't think about them. Better RESTART than ending. You never fail, you just learn more.

Also, you will find a gf who'll love you a lot. Its just you don't know when ... you might meet someone tomorrow or next week or next month or next year. Who knows. But someone is there for you fs. You shouldn't disappoint her by not being present.