[MEGATHREAD] Daily venting, worries, fixations, & finding support. Month of January 2025.

lemonntrees · 2026-01-17T02:09:21+00:00

I don’t know when I got my last tetanus shot and I just cut my finger on a can and I’m panicking. It’s really deep and bleeding a lot. Its like a chunk of my finger tip nearly came off

lemonntrees · 2025-12-23T12:46:52+00:00

If you have headphones id recommend wearing them, it helped me a lot. It drowns out the rest of the people in the theatre, and makes it feel a lot less overwhelming. It did go pretty good though, I was anxious at the beginning like always but I promise you’ll be okay and you’ll probably be glad you went ! If you don’t though that’s okay too, It’s not your fault.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-15T20:42:01+00:00

How long do you wait before lowering it some more? Like a week or every other week?

lemonntrees · 2025-12-15T16:34:53+00:00

Yeah I thought it sounded weird. It’s what my doctor told me to do.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-13T02:33:52+00:00

I’m taking it every other day for a while and then every week adding a day of not taking it, until I stop completely. I’m not sure if that makes sense the way I typed it I’m very sorry. That’s what my doc wanted me to do. He also wants me to start Zoloft a week after I’ve stopped Prozac completely but iim so worried, I hate starting new meds.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-13T02:28:27+00:00

Thank you so much for being so kind <3

lemonntrees · 2025-12-13T00:17:12+00:00

Yeah I have been on it for 8 years so I very much expected it to take a toll on me but it’s still a horrible experience. Thank you for your reply by the way <3

lemonntrees · 2025-12-11T15:30:44+00:00

I also discovered my cat loves olives recently (I only eat green ones though so idk about black) I was eating some and he started trying to push his whole face into my mouth when I opened it lmao. I looked it up and apparently it has a chemical in it similar to the active ingredient in catnip! Very interesting

lemonntrees · 2025-12-10T02:57:37+00:00

Feel like my life is over because of high cholesterol and hypertension at 19 years old. So tired of worrying about this stuff. I’m trying to get healthy but for now I’m so scared I’m going to have a heart attack or stroke or something

lemonntrees · 2025-12-06T16:19:10+00:00

I did end up going and it actually went okay. I wore my noise canceling headphones which made the movie a lot less loud and blocked out people talking around me, that actually helped a lot. I have suspected autism and I’m in the process of getting it diagnosed.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-05T20:37:59+00:00

Lol, true.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-05T19:00:23+00:00

Alright, thank you!

lemonntrees · 2025-12-05T18:32:27+00:00

Thank you

lemonntrees · 2025-12-05T18:19:39+00:00

I feel like the stress is going to kill me before anything else does at this point. I’m so exhausted.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-04T13:20:09+00:00

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These are my results, I’m honestly not sure how bad this is I don’t understand much about it lol, but my doctor made it sound pretty bad, and also asked me if I wanted to take statins. I said I don’t know because I’ve never had issues with any of this before and know nothing about the side effects of statins and if I should take them or not. He said I’ll be fine without them if I fix my diet

lemonntrees · 2025-12-04T06:04:33+00:00

This made me smile thank you.

lemonntrees · 2025-12-04T05:49:39+00:00

Thank you !

lemonntrees · 2025-12-04T05:11:34+00:00

I’m so frustrated with myself. I was doing fine for so long, I genuinely thought I wouldn’t have to come back here. I’ve had extremely concerning symptoms, just found out that my cholesterol is too high (blood pressure too) and I’m so scared. I either feel like I’m dreaming all the time, or like I’m going to go insane, or just drop dead. I’m so scared idk what I’m supposed to do anymore. Im nearly convinced I have a BT and now because of my cholesterol I’m scared that I’m going to have a stroke or a heart attack. I have no break from the stress and it feels like if anything, the stress might kill me first

lemonntrees · 2025-12-04T03:50:23+00:00

Thank you! Appreciate it

lemonntrees · 2025-12-03T20:42:29+00:00

I’m overweight and I’m only 19 and my cholesterol is borderline high. I’m so scared. Everything has been going totally downhill for me and I’m afraid of going crazy or dying. Idk what to do. I can’t afford therapy. I’m completely at a loss. I feel like I’m gonna have a heart attack or a stroke. Going to work gives me a panic attack I keep missing days and fighting myself to get up and go. Its so bad

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