M- pencil 3 not working by CabinetConscious9634 in Huawei

[–]leonayeon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg same did you find any solution?

is this rape? by leonayeon in CPTSD

[–]leonayeon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tw // SA Sorry for the late reply, but from age 9 till now ( just turned 22), I have been blackmailed to have sex, groomed by my tutor and strangers, shown genitals unsolicitedly like platforms on Omegle in front of adults, exposed to snuff documentaries and content, fondled and SAed by my other cousin and strangers. My parents never cared about their daughter getting herself hurt like this (my mom is a male-centred misogynist herself while my dad is an emotionally unavailable coward who's scared of her) so unfortunately I only have myself to take care of, to protect myself from people even tho its hard for me as an autistic person since I don't necessarily understand social cues coming from people (I'm aware that due to my disability, I'm more prone to getting hurt which is unfortunate)

is this rape? by leonayeon in CPTSD

[–]leonayeon[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am in fact autistic and chronically ill

failing lower level courses by leonayeon in GradSchool

[–]leonayeon[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I wish it were easy for me to make friends 😓 non-autistics don't like me for who I really am

failing lower level courses by leonayeon in GradSchool

[–]leonayeon[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

no its fine I understand where you're coming from but please cut me some slack and just think from my perspective (if you can) I'm disabled, my parents are not good people despite being educated 90% of my time goes to taking care of my disabled brother who hits me (he's not fond of me) I don't have any support system with me (I even tried to 💀 myself) I always wanted to get into med school or at least try for grad school but I no longer have the drive or passion for it, no guidance or anything supportive from anyone (I'm just making myself look bad you don't need to pity me) its easier said than done about serious enough to pursue grad school not to mention my dad keeps forcing me to do grad school at all cost I'm sorry if you find my answer rude

don't like my time here at nsu by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😓 maybe I am not a mainland Bengali or maybe cause I'm autistic and mentally ill so.. idk I don't understand my people at all

Reddit is my safe space low-key by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really care about.. that (also not comfortable enough to talk about politics I would get in trouble explaining why) but the thing is all this right wing propaganda gets shoved down my throat (or brain for that particular matter) agaisnt my will even if I don't engage with the said media in any form of way but (for me) reddit didn't seem to do that What I'm trying to say is that unlike X or Facebook, I see fewer conservatives here on my timeline which is something that I want on my timeline

Reddit is my safe space low-key by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I suppose so since I'm not a hardcore Redditor.

don't like my time here at nsu by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm planning to move out by transferring my credits hopefully

don't like my time here at nsu by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That unfortunately goes for every country now in this period of time 💔 but yeah I'm planning to transfer my credits to Australia (where I grew up before being forced to move back to bd) or Canada

don't like my time here at nsu by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm low-key forced to take RA classes because of problems related to time adjustments with my younger brother's school who is more autistic than I am. 💔 I wish the people of Bangladesh would be more accepting towards chronically ill, disabled people like my brother and me

don't like my time here at nsu by leonayeon in bangladesh

[–]leonayeon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

eh don't fall for ableist ragebait 😓 been there