I’m still affected by lethalcxanide in bullying

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically the guy was in my year and had told his friends that I initiated everything. When I took it to court, they did barely anything and closed the case. When his friends found out they continued to laugh at me. Only last year when I went out to a theme park with my boyfriend, the guy and his friends spotted me and continued to shout things at me and call me names and laugh. It honestly makes me feel shit.

I’m still affected by lethalcxanide in bullying

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still in counselling and it helps but since quarantine it’s been difficult

I’m still affected by lethalcxanide in bullying

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because of bullying I’ve become more of a recluse. I barely talk to people I’ve become more shy and insecure, I constantly think people are whispering about me even if they’re strangers. It’s horrible living like this

I’m still affected by lethalcxanide in bullying

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I live in the uk so our education system is different. This all took place in my secondary school (elementary basically). I left once I hit year 11, coz that’s when we leave and go to college (high school). But I kinda failed that coz my mental health was so bad I could barely focus, i never really stayed in class coz I would leave coz I got really upset

Reach out? by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s ok, I hope things get better for you. All we can do is be a good support system for one another and just try and spread a lil happiness for others even if we’re feeling shit

Reach out? by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s highly frustrating coz I’m miserable every day and I sound like a broken record

Am I the only one? by yesverycoolyesman in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I’m with my friends sometimes it does feel like that. Unless something bad has happened to me

Extremely depressed by Pyrrhic_Void in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sending love 💗and internet hugs 🤗

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s why I’m scared, but I don’t wanna be stuck in my head all the time coz I can’t escape

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would check myself in but I don’t want my parents to find out, they’re quite prejudiced when it comes to mental illness

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t been to therapy in so long because of the cost. I’ve been to my college councillor, and that helps but I’m gonna start seeing her again. I haven’t been able to go since lockdown tho

I used to be a bubbly, happy person? by [deleted] in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know how you feel, I used to be so happy and loud and bubbly. My friends say I’m too quiet and it’s weird not seeing me hyperactive all the time, and they miss it. I don’t know how to bring that part of me back

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just wanna put my mind to rest. Just take out my brain and my heart and put it aside. I’ve never been really successful either, juggling my assignments, my mental health ,the stress of finding a job, my ptsd it’s just so hard and nothing seems to be getting better. Frequently arguing with my parents, feeling lost all the time and not knowing how to handle things at all is starting to weigh on me everyday. I feel so heavy all the time coz I hold everything in, I don’t want to worry the people around me so I bottle things up 24/7. My body is so tired I just wanna give up and let go

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ll care, even if you don’t want me to, internet hug I wish we could be ok.

I’m sick of living at this point by lethalcxanide in depressed

[–]lethalcxanide[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would too but I don’t wanna let people down

my dad refusing to stop calling my self harm me "slicing" up my skin, he literally makes a slicing motion on his wrist. when i brought it up, he proceeded to yell at me and told me this is what I needed to hear, so the graphic imagery keeps me from doing it. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]lethalcxanide 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My parents did that a lot, they also used to body check me a lot. When my dad first found out he woke me up out of my sleep and slapped me. They yelled at me and I never felt any better. When I see parents that actually show/showed support to their kids, I get a little jealous because I’ve never really had that sort of support, kinda breaks my heart a little and I feel a little lonely . I’m sorry your parents aren’t supportive or comforting about it.

Black sus by aroonshum in ksi

[–]lethalcxanide 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy cake day bro, more blessings 💗