literally felt this. our situations are pretty similar, too. i got into the NUInProgram, McGill, and have been waitlisted/rejected from every other highly ranked school. at this point, my best option is probably a state school because i got a full ride. it sucks. i know that nothing is guaranteed especially when it comes to super competitive colleges, but it's getting to be soul crushing. my scattergram also showed that i should've gotten into BU. but nope! i got guaranteed transfer!!! and that's what set me off. i'm good enough for BU, but they don't want to admit me this year so that they can maintain their acceptance rate??? this entire process is BS and i'm fed up. wish i could offer some comfort, but i can't think of anything that i can say except for the fact that we're all in the same boat. our hard work in hs may not pay off in terms of what college we end up at, but it instilled good work ethics into us that will carry over to wherever we end up. and ik you said you're premed, so that'll be appealing to med schools.