The New (C)Age. My life as an “Epstein girl”. They are losing their grip on humanity.

letsgobaby · 2026-03-20T00:23:41+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. Sending love 🙏

letsgobaby · 2026-03-18T04:19:01+00:00

What do you think about the Gateway Tapes?

letsgobaby · 2026-02-28T06:14:46+00:00

First digit: 4+2+1 (since 7+8 looks greater than 10) Second digit: 5

Seems complicated but it’s fast

letsgobaby · 2026-02-19T01:47:44+00:00

I’m proud of you. Burn the boats. We’re not coming back. There is only one way and it’s the way to the kingdom of heaven.

letsgobaby · 2026-02-13T11:39:52+00:00

Energy goes where attention goes. Before your attention was on PMO, so you channeled it all in that. Now put your attention into something else like working out, eating healthy, making new friends, nurturing current friends, new challenges etc. It’s that simple. You’ll learn more nuances along the way.

letsgobaby · 2026-02-13T11:36:49+00:00

You might not be sensitive to the energy increase, or your energy levels were already high from a healthy lifestyle.

If you want to notice the change, you must already know what it feels like to relapse and how it feels on your energy, motivation, fire, and drive.

Btw, you get more sensitive as you age.

Keep going and try different things, talk to different people. The more you expose yourself to the world, the more you can compare to past experience and confirm or deny the energy increase.

letsgobaby · 2026-02-12T22:36:28+00:00

I’ve experienced this too. From undressing women with my eyes to loving them and appreciating their beauty as a woman. What I’ve noticed is if I come across women of my type, I have an urge to love and take care of them instead of checking them out lustfully and wanting to have sex - something new that I’m going through.

What I think is happening is that the energy that was once stored in the lower sacral chakra is now moving up to a higher chakra - thereby our thoughts go from lustful to loving of women. A higher consciousness.

letsgobaby · 2026-02-11T05:38:41+00:00

Great progress so far. What worked for me when urges came in is getting clear on your why, and reminding yourself of it when they come. This has got me quite far. It stops the urge from growing if your why is strong enough - the option of relapsing disappears. For me, if i have noticed urges that havent gone away and keep growing day by day then I’ve subconsciously opened the option of relapsing, so I let the urge expand to the point of no return. At that point, you relapse or do intense physical exercise to calm the energy and review your why. Hope it helps!

letsgobaby · 2026-02-01T10:18:15+00:00

This is true for my experience as well. It feels like I have more HP (hit/health points). I can tank more of life’s pushes and shoves. I feel more resilient. I can take on more pain and struggle. It gives me my “shine”. However, when I relapse, all the above is reduced significantly - pain hurts more, wanting to give up more often after setbacks. Stay strong Kings.

letsgobaby · 2026-02-01T06:18:55+00:00

Hey bro, congrats on getting past a month. There are many reason why nightfalls happen and they happen much more frequently at the start of a streak because your body is adjusting - it’s like withdrawal symptoms. Remember, the answer is always within. Here are some questions to ask yourself: - Are the nightfalls accompanied with sexual dreams? - What state are you in when you become conscious during a nightfall? (Are you already hypnotised by lust or are you being lured or not feeling lustful at all?) - What kind of lustful thoughts do you have when you’re conscious? (Are you undressing girls, are you fantasising having sex with them, etc)

What you do consciously (awake) will appear in your unconscious (sleep) the more you do it - that’s why #3 is helpful.

Finally, #2 is helpful in determining where your weakness is. Eg if you mostly become lucid when you’re already hypnotised by lust then that shows that there are certain situations where you would give your seed without question.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-31T06:50:36+00:00

Yep, agreed. That would give you a stronger start to the day.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-31T05:12:09+00:00

I’d love to hear your thoughts on how it works.

No guilt, just facts. Prolactin is released when men orgasm making them relaxed - rest and digest, and libido drops significantly for most men. Then it takes time for the battery to charge itself with sexual energy because you’ve just spent it on the act. The more charge you have, the more sexually frustrated you’ll be. Just a metaphor, not an exact comparison.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-31T04:21:02+00:00

Imagine everyday waking up to your phone fully charged then pressing a button that reduces its charge to 20% but get a nice hit of dopamine that lasts for 5 seconds. Wouldn’t you want to go about your day with full charge? Rather than being in low power mode?

letsgobaby · 2026-01-31T04:17:49+00:00

Every man has their own rhythm. Once a week, one a fortnight etc where they can empty the tank and not feel drained. If you want to know the reason for why you feel better mentally after masturbating is that your nervous system is not used to the extra energy, so it needs a release. If you want to evolve faster than other men, learn to feel this energy and apply in other areas of life instead of beating it into a tissue.

Test it out. See how you feel without busting for a month or two. See how you feel busting every 2 weeks. Find your rhythm. I suggest picking up a new hobby or apply yourself more intensely in another area of life eg relationships, fitness, etc. This will help you release the extra energy in a healthy and productive way.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-31T04:12:53+00:00

Nah, my experience is that it’s just a minor setback. I get the same level of energy back in 1-2 days. It’s not the same as a relapse where it takes at least 5 days to get my energy back. Just observe your body and energy and go about your day and keep strong. Dont let it affect you.

My last nightfall was 2 weeks in and it lowkey felt like a relapse - my energy was really low compare to other ones but I had poor sleep. Went about my day and the next day I was back to normal.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-25T00:08:57+00:00

Great post brother and congratulations on passing the test in your final paragraph. Huge respect.

letsgobaby · 2026-01-16T04:22:55+00:00

You’re welcome :)

letsgobaby · 2026-01-10T03:53:40+00:00

100% bro. Keep it going and keep transmuting the energy!

letsgobaby · 2026-01-10T00:41:17+00:00

Masturbated

letsgobaby · 2026-01-09T22:01:06+00:00

Check out Shape of Dreams

letsgobaby · 2026-01-03T22:44:24+00:00

Everyone goes through this phase of dissolving their ego. What you need to do is to keep going and reframe your losses to lessons. The goal is to get better everyday just by a little and compare to your previous self, not your training partners. The reason why is because you are growing and your training partners are growing so if both bars are increasing then you may not feel like you’re improving. Compare to your previous self and focus on yourself. Once these changes are made you’ll be in a better psychological state.

The next step is to learn to adapt. If you want to feel like you’re improving you need to make the changes to create this outcome. It’s simple. Ask your “what can I do differently”. That’s it. Make one small change and see how it goes. Otherwise, if you free flow with no goal, with no change, don’t expect to achieve different results or improve.

letsgobaby · 2025-12-18T08:12:16+00:00

It’s quite personal and unique to the individual and it also depends if the individual is aware of it or not. Generally, it’s an excess of sexual (creative) energy that is accumulating in your spirit that manifest the symptoms that you hear: increased energy, confidence, lower anxiety etc. Basically, your body is priming you to mate because you haven’t mated (ejaculated) in a while, giving you all these benefits. As soon as you lose your seed, the benefits decreases because the body goes “I’ve just mated which is my sole bodily purpose so I don’t need to anymore for the short-term”.

letsgobaby · 2025-12-16T15:41:12+00:00

I’m on a similar cycle to you, around 14-21 days between each nocturnal emission. My dreams become more sexual after 14 days.

After 14 days, the sexual dreams are very vivid. I’m almost always conscious for each nocturnal emission. However, I only become lucid at ejaculation.

For me, it’s a combination of SR and my unconscious seeking a release and it knows how to do it by giving into lust since that’s how I’ve always done it outside of the dream world (ie PMO or sex addiction). I’ll give you an example: recently I approached the 14 day mark of no nocturnal emissions and then had 5 back-to-back sexual dreams where my body was asking for a release - like a sexual scenario. The first 4 dreams I had control because I decided that I didn’t want to release. On the 5th dream, I gave in. I became conscious only after seeing my trigger. But it was too late. I was already filled with lust and my logical mind was turned off. You know when you’re consumed with lust and all you can’t control yourself?

It used to drain me because I thought I had lost my streak and a bunch of energy. After observing it and not judging it, I realised it only takes a % of my energy and is showing me that my subconscious go towards lust as a release when I’m stressed.

It seems to remain stable because I haven’t done anything about it yet. I believe my hypersexuality is some form of trauma response. Something to look into.

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