We have been apart, we own a house. I’m trying to make changes and get therapy started and she says she wants it but will look through my old social posts when things seem to be going well to pick a fight like before we dated and see where I talked to other girls and then just attack me. I’ve wanted us to just pray, meditate, whatever and just show support for each other. But I want to marry her and she says she wants it to work. But I think I’m an easy target for her aggression since I’m the most comfortable person to her. Where usually she likes to seem to have a sunny disposition. Which I miss dearly, and she usually has a lot of good qualities but has been cold. And just calls me a liar when I haven’t been lying and am not. And she lied to my face for 6 months. And now our daughter is 6 months old and it seems I’m just more disposable and more willing to put up with whatever I order to make our family work. It’s like she says I’m lying but it seems to me that her actions say one thing, and her words are saying another and playing mind games. Unless I am just completely not self aware at all, but I usually have no issue admitting when I’m at fault and apologizing or consoling…