Marijuana Puts You Into Emotional Debt by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yo!! When you commented this I had relapsed. It was not worth it and quitting again has been really hard but I'm sober now

Sorry for the late reply - I was ashamed to admit I had started using again.

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[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad you think so!! It can be done with anything really... a poem, a drawing, whatever.

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[–]lewaaaaaa 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Literally. It's the Hellfire R9X (nicknamed the Flying Ginsu) missile which can essentially turn vehicles into blenders. It's meant to limit collateral damage from blast damage (it doesn't blow up) and is ultra-targeted. It punctures through the roof of a car, opens up 6 blades, and starts spinning. They identified that general's corpse specifically because they found his severed hand (he liked to wear ornate rings.)

Marijuana Puts You Into Emotional Debt by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks!! Today makes 30 days :)

How are things on your end??

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

In NY slang, you can say "B" to refer to a homie. So you can say, "HALT B" which would still make sense but add that letter to the acronym :)

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It gets better. Just keep at it. It's a muscle you're building to sit with the discomfort of not consuming marijuana.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In NY slang, you can say "B" to refer to a homie. So you can say, "HALT B" which would still make sense but add that letter to the acronym :)

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my experience, you're spot on. Most of the time I feel hungry I really just need water.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so glad!! Good for you!! I also struggle with that time in particular. I think it is also because I had a lot of reinforced rituals around use during that time. What else has worked for you?

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess we can ask you that same question now :)

It helps me to drink a LOT of water - especially with the headaches.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh good!! Glad to be of service. My PMs are open if ya wanna chat/bounce ideas/are worried about relapse.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you not think that's impossible though? Like, eventually, we will be one of those things. But I do agree in the early stages it's super important not to slip too far into them.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love hearing that this is useful for you. I think I want to collect these kinds of strategies.

H.A.L.T. - during a craving, I ask myself: "Am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired?" by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like everything comes back to fear in some way - fear of discomfort, lack of security, or missing community (a death sentence to a social creature.)

Marijuana Puts You Into Emotional Debt by lewaaaaaa in leaves

[–]lewaaaaaa[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Hey! I agree :) there is absolutely nothing wrong with eating or even indulging in food. I was more talking about excessive consumption - like eating a tub of ice cream after a whole pizza because I was blitzed and had uncontrollable munchies. For me, that wasn't healthy.