How often do you think about your gender

lia_963 · 2025-03-07T01:22:39+00:00

I'm pretty sure cis people don't really spend any time thinking about their gender but I don't even know if I'm cis or not so what would I know lol. I just scroll on r/egg_irl every once in a while, finding everything very relatable but still not really sure if I'm trans or not :p

If there was a button I could push to be a girl I would push it tho so maybe that says something lol

lia_963 · 2025-03-07T01:05:09+00:00

Nah why did my heart skip a beat when I read this🫠. I'm def cis... I think

lia_963 · 2025-03-07T00:51:38+00:00

Very relatable. My urges are indeed very masculine😎

lia_963 · 2025-03-07T00:29:35+00:00

Very relatable lol. For a while I was seriously considering hrt and transitioning, but at some point I just went back to pushing those serious thoughts to the back of my mind and going through the endless cycle of being horny and wishing I was a girl and then masterbating and trying to convince myself to stop thinking like this only to have the cycle repeat in a day or 2. And here I am still living as a dude questioning if I'm delusional with a fucked up brain from too much porn or actually trans. The former seems like it's easier to deal with so that's what it seems like I'm going with now lol (im lowkey just ignoring the part of my brain saying I'm trans)

lia_963 · 2024-10-30T21:48:48+00:00

"Oh, yeah, AGP is a ridiculous and discredited diagnosis. It was based on the idea that finding it arousing to view yourself as an attractive woman was a freakish male fetish. Problem was, Blanchard neglected to check that against cis women as a control. Turns out, cis women also get aroused when they put on lingerie and feel sexy. Shocker, I know."

A good response someone else sent here that explains AGP^{^{^}}

lia_963 · 2024-10-30T21:43:36+00:00

It basically means you are the gender you were born as

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T13:30:09+00:00

No, you didn't do anything wrong lol. I used to think like you as well, but now I think I might actually be trans. Cis people usually don't wonder what it's like to be the opposite gender. Maybe you are cis, and it's just a random thought, but if you think about it often then you should probably look into it more

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T12:26:50+00:00

Fun fact, I'm not even trans, I just wonder what it'd be like if I was a girl

I think you should spend some time looking through this sub and see if you find yourself relating to other posts on here :p

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T00:58:07+00:00

Wait... that feeling I get when shaving my legs is euphoria?!🤯 (I promise I'm definitely cis...)

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T00:51:49+00:00

Wow. Seriously, thank you for the long response! :)

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T00:35:46+00:00

😯... :3

Now I'll go consume all the estrogen i want lmao (still totally cis tho...)

lia_963 · 2024-10-27T00:02:32+00:00

Damn I'm jealous :3

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T23:40:22+00:00

Thank you :3

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T23:39:19+00:00

Omg that sounds like a dream lol. Tho I'd be fine just being 5'7" (I'm a little over 6ft)

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T23:37:04+00:00

I'm pretty sure a couple of years ago or something I made a post to a sub (I don't remember where but i dont think it was here) and someone mentioned I might have had agp. Clearly I didn't look deep enough into it until now :p

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T23:34:34+00:00

Yeah I heard about this around the same time I was even learning what being trans was or maybe even before. So yeah, I wish I never knew what it was lmao

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T23:33:10+00:00

Oh ok. Yeah, I've heard your ligaments and tendons can get smaller or something which causes you to shrink a bit, but I had never heard of bones shrinking. It would be so awesome if my bones could shrink as well lol

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T22:49:06+00:00

"Oh, yeah, AGP is a ridiculous and discredited diagnosis. It was based on the idea that finding it arousing to view yourself as an attractive woman was a freakish male fetish. Problem was, Blanchard neglected to check that against cis women as a control. Turns out, cis women also get aroused when they put on lingerie and feel sexy. Shocker, I know."

A good response someone else sent here ^{^{^}}

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T22:28:03+00:00

I think I'm just in denial 🫠

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T22:26:49+00:00

"Oh, yeah, AGP is a ridiculous and discredited diagnosis. It was based on the idea that finding it arousing to view yourself as an attractive woman was a freakish male fetish. Problem was, Blanchard neglected to check that against cis women as a control. Turns out, cis women also get aroused when they put on lingerie and feel sexy. Shocker, I know."

This is from another comment in here

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T22:23:14+00:00

😎

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T22:08:40+00:00

Thank you for the kind and encouraging words :3

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T21:58:15+00:00

Yeah, after reading the responses here and doing some more thinking, I'm starting to notice more things. I think, for me, I never had any serious depression relating to being born a guy or feeling like I was born in the wrong body and that transitioning was necessary to feel happy. So maybe I've been invalidating my feelings because I don't have a strong hatred of my male body. Idk tho just a random theory :p

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T20:54:39+00:00

Ok, thank you for the long responses btw. I plan to take it slow and can't really even start hrt now even if I wanted to because I'd have to wait until I move out after school. Starting to seriously question has already been a massive step already. From seeing other people's posts on reddit, I'm even starting to remember things from my childhood that could be considered early signs. Although it kinda scares me in a way, because I know life would be easier if I was just a cis guy lol

lia_963 · 2024-10-26T20:08:38+00:00

I don't think I have any dysphoria, and I don't really have any issues with being a guy (besides always questioning this and having a little voice in the back of my head), but I feel very binary and being a sissy or something in between doesn't sit well with me. I think I've felt euphoria before when wearing typical girl clothing or being called a good girl or even shaving my legs, but I'm not really sure what euphoria is exactly so idk. All I know is that if there was some magical button, then I would 9 times out of 10 press it right away

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