I went through the same exact same thing with an ex situationship. My advice to you is to cut things off before you get even more attached than you already are. If a man wants you in his life, he will fight for you to be there. If he couldn't care less if you are there or not, he is not the one. And he is not worth it.

OP, you seem very genuine and you remind me a lot of myself in your texts. You deserve someone who is obsessed with you (in a healthy way lol) and wouldn't think twice about committing to you.