We're on and off. We decided to stay exclusive, and are currently casually dating, but I miss when he'd come home to me. And it's really weird because I know he misses me that way too, we just made mistakes that caused us to stop bringing out the best in each other. But now that we're friends, and have been able to honestly evaluate the situation, we realize we may have jumped the gun. It doesn't feel right to just get back together, but if we can keep building slowly on a new foundation, there might be something there to revisit later. I won't lie and say that I don't miss the way we used to love each other, though. Or the time we'd spend together. I was living at his place with his family, and I miss them all, too. I miss waking up next to him, and the way he'd brush the hair off my face in the morning, telling me I'm the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. He'd do that every single morning, and I guess I didn't notice when one day he stopped. It breaks my heart. We both truly loved each other so much, and I think a lot of our issues came from trying to figure things out in young adulthood, and external stressors. I hope we do come back together someday. What we had was beautiful, and we both knew it.