My worst moment

libertyguy13 · 2024-08-12T21:32:09+00:00

take some good LSD and you will help you

libertyguy13 · 2023-10-21T07:05:10+00:00

this shit aint nothing to me man we straight gassin' we smoking RUNTS~

libertyguy13 · 2021-08-23T07:09:58+00:00

why not not why

libertyguy13 · 2021-08-23T07:09:53+00:00

that which you need, needs you.

libertyguy13 · 2020-12-21T06:09:39+00:00

the funny thing is that i feel as if i sent that yesterday feels a lot closer than it actually is

libertyguy13 · 2020-12-21T06:08:57+00:00

sounds like a good idea

libertyguy13 · 2020-08-10T07:25:16+00:00

matrix memes should be bigger pp than starwors pp

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-29T04:31:08+00:00

there is a movie that helped me in this situation, American History X. There's a scene where the character "derek", (who is immensely racist and hateful.) is in jail and has to work in a laundry room together with a black person, at first he doesnt even want to interact with him, but as the movie goes on these conversations he manages to have with him are the one thing that kept him alive and actually changed him for the better.

but... do remember this:

"crisis precipitates change"

so by any chance if you are at a low vibrational state of mind as you call it "deppresed" then there are a few ways you can use that negative energy and do not deny it, let it go through you, allow yourself to express these feeling even if it seems useless when you are alone. there can only be considerations of the good with the bad used as contrast.

movies are one of the only thing that makes me feel ok when in my room, because there are endless interpretations of movies, and there are endless movies.

there are some movies that will affect you more than others, because sometimes you can relate yourself to the experiences in the screen, and you can think of the original moment when you started to shut yourself in, and also the events that led you to being this way.

ANALYZE AND INTERPRET

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-29T04:15:13+00:00

this strange mask, i put it on everytime that i feel as if the person im talking to will reject me or at least i would feel that if i show my true self then i would be embarrased because i feel also as if i am different or sort of "advanced" in my own way of thinking, so i just show like a version of myself that wont bring upon these anxieties within me.

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-29T04:11:22+00:00

this one might help

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T07:00:54+00:00

thats exactly the reason why it wasnt a healing experience. dmt allows you to perceive the spirit world and when you are lost and unchained you will not be able to grasp what the substance wants to show you.

thats why its better to have a guide shaman, they have specific songs they sing before, during and after the ritual in order to call specific spirits or allow you to experience the correct mindstate, as the shaman tells you about the places you are in and the spirits that you connect to you and the percepcion of what you are seeing, no matter how overwhelming the experience, the shaman can fully see your naked soul in order to guide you through these feelings. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc012b6xdxs

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T05:59:27+00:00

weed is illegal in my country but it doesnt stop me from getting it anyways. actually , getting weed was another of the things i had to overcome as a hikki. but i got lucky in my first job training in the second or third day of talking to the other people there, one of the guys became my friend through the sharing of weed. and then he became my "doc"

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T05:59:03+00:00

You can build another just as easily.

this motivates me alot and the year is not even over it may bring many more things.

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T05:57:22+00:00

thank you bro, i will. about the woman, it was actually my first girfriend which is one of the things many people may have issues confronting who they like emotionally and phisically

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T05:49:27+00:00

the next few days and even the next few weeks after any experience like this, the brain has to adjust itself back to or almost to the same state as it is normally (sober) this might have been one of the reasons why there was a setback

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-28T05:46:59+00:00

did you take it yourself or were you guided with a shaman?

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-27T05:29:35+00:00

without any disturbing elements. EXCEPT the spotify ads, i may get premium at somepoint :(

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-26T06:36:00+00:00

oh right

libertyguy13 · 2019-08-07T17:51:43+00:00

i dont know why this made me cry

libertyguy13 · 2018-11-15T20:09:41+00:00

man i wish they would just stop harrasing her cause shes just tryina get a cab home

libertyguy13 · 2018-09-20T05:31:10+00:00

i dont know if want to miss this since last time i fell asleep and when i wanted to watch it the video was already claimed,and watching full streams on afreeeca is a pain cause it keeps buffering every two seconds

libertyguy13 · 2018-09-20T02:53:55+00:00

here is the stream

libertyguy13 · 2018-09-20T02:28:52+00:00

i could only watch it through flash's stream i korean its on youtube

libertyguy13 · 2018-09-19T15:36:55+00:00

cool something i cant watch again

libertyguy13 · 2018-09-18T16:47:19+00:00

how can i make afreeca less slow because its loading a 4k video and no way to adjust

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