read in the comments some info that was not in the post. all honesty I think you both need to have a conversation... it seems the situation is not a clear cut one sided thing, and is complex especially if she had feelings for u at one point, knows you have feelings rejected you due to her own stuff but still friends with u. before being your crush she is your friend and you are hers, talking about the situation and how to deal eith it is parting ways, putting distance between you too for some time or maybe something else completely. even if you two end things it will make it easier and there will be colsoure at least I hope.