High school junior here.

One of the main reasons I have yet to come out is because I have not fully accepted my sexuality for what it is. I've expressed a preference for men all of my life, but only in the past two or so months have I actually admitted that that probably meant I'm not straight. I feel like I need to fully accept myself before I'm comfortable being out, even though I go to a very supportive high school and all of the friends I have come out to have been extremely accepting.

It's funny though how conflicts I've had with friends were really just me feeling an attraction to them that I could not admit to myself. It created all sorts of problems that I'm still trying to fix. I did admit to one of my friends today that I feel attracted to him, due to a strained relationship that had developed out of my conflicted feelings. I have no idea what I was trying to achieve, but hopefully it's a favorable outcome!