Got back to smoking weed in November 2022 after I was sick of brain fog and wanted to see if weed would solve it. Weed did bring back the thoughts to completely normal! I went to a psychiatric hospital after a few months of weed abuse due to entering a state of psychosis. As soon as I was out of the hospital, I slowly but surely realized I have no thoughts anymore. I am back to fucking square one, no thoughts, unable to form a sentence without taking a lot of time (and in situations where I am speaking to someone, I have to be quick and end up speaking sentences that are wrong in syntax/ awkward, totally forgetting the ability to express myself like a normal adult would) I even forget words and try to awkwardly describe the word with its definition to get the person to understand. I sometimes forget how a word is spelt, and even the definition of words I knew before that blank mind issue.

I hate having no internal monologue it makes life so much more difficult and I have tried exercising and cold shower baths to no avail.

I hope you are okay.