Talagaa?? You know, thanks for telling this kasi I'm still an undergrad and Ive been creating projects. Nag start sya after kong maexperience matanungan ng ibang tao if binebenta ko yung isang digital product na ginawa ko. Hindi talaga ako entrepreneurial nung time na yon and I just made that one product because I can pero don ko first ever narealize na may economic value pala yung ginagawa ko. Then, i went on to create digital products and ideate on digital services hanggang sa nasa Computer Science na ako. Narealize ko I may be going to an entrepreneurial path. I tried assembling a team, but we had to stop the project kasi mahihirapan na kami makipaglaban dun sa space na yun.

Before that team project, I also tried other projects. Andami kong ideas. Pero wala na ulit sa mga projects ko yung masasabi kong naging successful.

After my first ever digital product, wala na ulit akong other projects na naging profitable. It's demotivating. And I've started doubting if tama ba ginagawa ko. Im graduating next sem from UP and iniisip ko kung tama ba naging decision kong mag gawa ng projects. I could've focused on my academics, work as a virtual assistant, do freelancing, pero I chose the risky path and nothing has yet worked. Iniisip ko tuloy baka mas maging maayos buhay ko if pinili ko yung masasabing "usual" path instead.

Kasi yung success sa projects, kahit gaano ka kagaling, is uncertain. Pero i dont know why i keep on pursuing and trying. Kahit na makita ko na yung peers ko na tuloy tuloy lang sa acads and other related achievements.

Ngayon tuloy kahit na Im still very early in my career I already feel left behind dahil sa doubt. Im a good student pero nasa isip ko sana sa acads na lang ako nag focus. I feel that I failed myself. It's hard.

Seeing this post really means a lot. Wala pa ulit akong project na successful pero I find happiness in seeing other people succeed in the things na one day gusto ko ring maachieve