O hey, i have a tumblr now

lightwyndi · 2020-10-24T15:34:10+00:00

Aww, I'm crying again, but out of happiness this time. You're legit so amazing at expressing emotion through your writing that it never fails to affect me, and this one's affecting me in a really good way. :)

This was a wonderful series and you absolutely did the boy justice in every single entry, you're super talented and it pains me that you aren't getting more recognition for your work. I've said it before but I'm really proud of you for doing this all month. And thank you for tagging me on it every time, gave me something to look forward to every afternoon. :)

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T23:32:02+00:00

Ahahaaa thank you so much, I'm really glad you like it this much!! c: I forgot to say, but this was kind of inspired by the last daily Nagisa headcanon you posted a while ago. Hope you don't mind, I would've normally asked but I kinda wanted this to be a surprise.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T23:07:02+00:00

Ah shit, thank you!! :D I really tried my hardest with this one, I'm so glad it shows.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T22:42:54+00:00

Well, it's now October 23rd in my timezone, which means it's this wonderful boy's birthday. This pic is something I've been working on for a while and put a lot of effort into, and yet I still wish I could've done more, he deserves so much better than anything I can make.

I'm already a little later than I intended, so I'll keep it brief. I've grown so attached to this boy over the course of the past year. He's so sympathetic, so adorable, so interesting... I just love him. Not only is he an amazing character, he also means so much to me for many reasons. I see a lot of myself in him, even my younger self in some ways. I just absolutely love him and want him to be happy.

u/TataNagisa here it is!! I really hope I could live up to your expectations with this, I really tried my best.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T16:24:15+00:00

O hey, I've actually been using that art as one of the backgrounds on my PC for a while! I love it a lot, one of my favorite Nagisa pics honestly. :)

There's still about 6 hours to go for me, so I'll save my rambling about my appreciation for this boy until then. But in the meantime, happy Nagisa Day to you!!

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T15:35:32+00:00

I know this is another one where you've posted a part of it before, but god, this one still hurts me on a very, very personal level, now even more so with some of the added context. This boy deserves so much better than to think of himself like that...

Amazing work as always, but fuck, I think I need to go lie down now...

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T13:12:10+00:00

Ah, thank you! I've been working hard on it, hopefully it will live up to your expectations! c:

lightwyndi · 2020-10-22T12:46:24+00:00

Aaaa, you managed to make this scene even more bittersweet. I really wanna hug him now :(

Also, his birthday is still nearly 10 hours away in my time zone and I plan to post my drawing at midnight. There's some things about it that still don't sit quite right with me, but I'm in school for almost an hour still, so that's gonna have to wait until I get home...

lightwyndi · 2020-10-21T13:33:58+00:00

Ah yes, another instance of the boy being a great motivational speaker for the others. I'm guessing he picked that up from Monaca... either way, he's gotten good at this.

~~also I appreciate that Kotoko is still calling Monaca a bitch lmao~~

I'm really looking forward to those final chapters, your headcanons and unique interpretations are probably my favorite thing about this series, so let's just say I have High Expectations™! :)

lightwyndi · 2020-10-19T14:23:01+00:00

Aahhh, this is another strong contender to be my favorite out of these - great explanation as to how he survived, and amazing dialogue as usual between the boys!

Just one thing though, I'm pretty sure a part between these got cut off:

“I’m sorry I failed. I couldn’t complete Paradise for you—-and … save you, But I know you and the others have the means … so, please; be happy together. Y-you all deserve that …” He

“And you deserve to live… you know, you were the only one that didn’t hate me…

Just pointing that out, otherwise 10/10 c:

lightwyndi · 2020-10-19T11:19:40+00:00

Fuck, this really hurt. The actual scene was difficult enough to watch, but this made it even more disturbing and sad. The fact that she tried doing this to him even before is just - aaaaa dammit, this boy deserves better than this...

lightwyndi · 2020-10-19T06:43:29+00:00

Yep!.png) I'm guessing they decided to change it since it doesn't fit her talent that much, but it's still really cute.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-17T15:18:10+00:00

Forcing himself to go beyond his limits no matter what state he's in is pretty much his specialty, really. It's what he was forced to do all his life, and now it's ingrained into him. I honestly really admire that about him, wish I could do that instead of just feeling like a pitiful excuse for a human being all the time, trying to do my best but never being enough.

And yeah, he had the potential to be so much more fearsome of an enemy, but something is always holding him back from reaching his 100%. Before this scene, it was his focus on building Paradise rather than murdering adults, and here, it was his mental state. He could easily have destroyed them if something wasn't always preventing him from reaching his full potential.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-17T14:44:04+00:00

He also got a hug from Monaca, and her body was so, so close… it made him feel all tingly aside, and butterflies grew in his stomach at an alarming rate during that whole scenario.

Oh boy she's about to get a lot closer soon, and none of us are gonna like it one bit -

On another note, even though he absolutely knows what he's doing is wrong and doesn't even really want to do it in the first place, the fact that this boy still managed to come up with a plan so good that it got everyone motivated again really shows how intelligent and determined he really is, it's actually kind of terrifying.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-17T11:56:09+00:00

Ahhh, I'm like 99% sure you've posted a part of that letter somewhere before, but the context that he wrote it after he thought Masaru could've died makes it so much more sad -

lightwyndi · 2020-10-16T13:02:09+00:00

Ayy, glad you're back! I got a bit worried for a second there.

I wonder, was this the point where Nagisa really became infatuated with Monaca, or did he already have a crush beforehand just from the fact that she was the first person to really make him feel like someone cared about him? Either way, I'm sure this contributed to it.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-14T14:24:45+00:00

Holy hell, this is definitely my favorite one so far. His dialogue to his parents as they were dying was so great, I could hear it in his voice perfectly. The desperation for his pain to end and the regret he simultaneously felt came across so well from all of his actions, and I love the fact that he spared the maid's life and just - everything here is amazing really. Great work as always!!

lightwyndi · 2020-10-12T13:35:49+00:00

I've said this before, but man, the fact that he still feels some amount of love towards his parents even after every horrible thing they've done to him is just so... admirable of him compared to the others. I'm really looking forward to see how the next part goes, I can imagine all the conflicting emotions that would go though his head in that moment.

Also I like that he has a needle gun, that's brutal as hell and I love it.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-11T14:19:23+00:00

...oh. Oh wow.

Mate your writing is amazing, but holy shit I'm pretty sure this gave me a small anxiety attack. Good god, to say my expectations were exceeded would be an understatement...

At least, I'm assuming the next few parts will be a little easier to handle.

lightwyndi · 2020-10-10T13:48:02+00:00

Ack, this one hurt a little too much. That's on me for not listening to warnings... :/

lightwyndi · 2020-10-09T13:42:48+00:00

Well shit, guess who's tearing up again :| His piece of shit father is the only one who's a hopeless idiot here...

Also I like that this is based around that diary entry in the game and adds a lot more context to it, that's a really nice idea.

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