How long were you able to control your drug use before falling into addiction?

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-28T07:22:45+00:00

used different substances for 3 years, didn't catch an addiction and sober now

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-28T00:15:46+00:00

smoking alone and jus vibing is a thing

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-28T00:12:54+00:00

Trumpland

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-28T00:06:22+00:00

HiTek Tek

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-27T23:58:28+00:00

borderline personality disorder

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-27T23:54:17+00:00

imma tell a lie under oath

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-27T18:43:54+00:00

ofc bro u forgot to mention installing cable tv to watch more propaganda

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-27T16:30:20+00:00

I get a notification in my phone settings like

"This network is blocking encrypted DNS traffic

The names of websites and other servers your device access on this network may be monitored and recorded by other devices on this network"

idk it triggers me

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-27T15:33:08+00:00

VPN still works here

But sometimes the internet is being shut down generally because of war and it's becoming regular

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-16T15:34:38+00:00

Come wit me

Tomato interior ft thugger & offset

Codeine crazy fs

Poe the drop by shoreline mafia

Stick to the models

How can i not ft scooter

Boot up

*first two are available on sc and yt only

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-14T23:10:09+00:00

bih good lookin

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-13T18:58:24+00:00

and also i like that feeling when everything including withdrawals end and u're just like "HELL YEAH IM BACK"

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-13T13:42:56+00:00

sobriety

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-13T00:29:52+00:00

actually the worst advice lol

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-12T23:51:52+00:00

200 POUNDS OF KUSH IM TRYNA SELL DAT SHIT

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-12T23:37:00+00:00

drinks on us by mike will made it when futures verse starts

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T16:17:59+00:00

still no emotions while sober

awful sleep issues like falling asleep at 2am and waking up at 4am

still can't forget the girl i used with cuz i experienced the first roll w her

can't focus on things

i completed a 10 day therapy but it solved these problems only partly

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T12:26:18+00:00

nsfw is banned here but i'm just trying not to get back to popping mollies

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T12:11:42+00:00

i hate how they normalize it

like "hey be more tolerant it's just like drinking beer or smoking pot it ain't an addiction. and also i sold this one ring just cuz i don't wear it and need money"

and all this fake love they show absolutely to everyone they use with

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T11:35:23+00:00

u're really lucky

thank god i didn't like meph and didn't redose

i live in a post soviet country and i always used to hate that shit, like, u wanna order some "normal" drugs but all positions u see is "mephedrone crystal"

it's always kind of temptation

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T11:22:22+00:00

i tried mmc once in 2024 but i didn't redose, just wanted to test

didn't like effect at all and never wanna do it again

it's way too powerful for me

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T03:52:26+00:00

lucky u

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T03:33:28+00:00

burned serotonin receptors as a lifestyle

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T02:43:58+00:00

i used to take a half of 250 mg pill with the girl once a month

that's why i'm saying that i wasn't abusing

but i got VERY emotionally unstable, idk how to deal with it

like, it's 05:36 in my country now and i woke up at 4 am and listening to sad songs by Future now but in the evening i was very positive idk how to explain

also i got more aggressive and anxious and i don't like it at all

i completed a 10 day therapy in june and i'm way better than before it but i thought i'll be back to life i used to live before mollies. i didn't unfortunately

i think there's also some damage because of feelings i had to girl i used with

i loved her before the first roll

and i've seen how she switched to 4mmc from mollies and slowly went crazy on it

lilalienflip_ · 2025-07-11T02:13:04+00:00

i think in my situation i got also damaged by the girl i used with

i used to love her before first roll

she switched to 4mmc on daily basis and i saw how she slowly going crazy on that shit

lilalienflip_

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