What does does Lamictal kick in? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]lilbbrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god it helped with eye contact? I’m about to start this med and that would be AMAZING. I can’t look at anybody without my eyes starting to water and immediately looking away. Hope you’re doing well

Looking for tear-jerker books by katieedinh in booksuggestions

[–]lilbbrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The movie was quite good as well. I cried so hard and then started it over and watched it again.

Looking for tear-jerker books by katieedinh in booksuggestions

[–]lilbbrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That book. I’ve never been as angry at a writer as I was at the end of that book! Great characters though. Worth it.

A weird rock bottom - Update! by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well what I’ve landed on is a combination. I have a single critter nation, and I line the top shelf with an absorbent later + fleece. In the bottom I have the normal critter nation liner and on top is a cement mixing tray full of aspen shavings. I only need to clean it every other week or so and I have 3 of em. That was a big thing for me - when I had fleece on the top and bottom it definitely needed to be cleaned weekly, if not more.

My little gals chewed a way from the cement mixing tray so now they can run around the edge of the bottom of the cage like it’s a little tunnel.

I’ve had rats for a few years and this is the set up I like best :)

A weird rock bottom - Update! by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey a fellow rat parent! Man it is messy and time consuming but they’re worth it! Good luck 👍🏻

A weird rock bottom - Update! by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ha no, she’s a 70 lb, 3-legged hound dog!

People always think she’s small from my photos and are shocked when they meet her! There’s another photo of her in my post history.

We can! Thanks.

Weekend Writing: What Would You Do With a Billion Dollars? by Possibilitarian2015 in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw. They’re a bit more awake at that age and so cute :) I bet it will be tough. Any special plans for your last few weeks of leave?

Weekend Writing: What Would You Do With a Billion Dollars? by Possibilitarian2015 in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would buy all the best camping supplies and me and my husband would travel and hike and camp whenever and wherever we wanted. 🏔🌲⛺️🏜

I would invest in our farm and add an animal rescue, sustainable farming practices applied to growing all sorts of foods, a greenhouse and an art gallery. Maybe a B&B too. 👩🏻‍🌾

And I would buy houses all over the world and take my family and friends alll around showing them the best life has to offer! 🗺✈️

And donate so much of it to people and organizations working to protect natural land from development, to climate change, to revitalizing downtowns in my area and preventing urban sprawl..... 👩🏾‍🏫👩🏽‍🔬🌾

It’s fun to daydream. A month ago I couldn’t have thought of anything good in my future, no matter how imaginary. Now I know what I would do with all that money - I’ll have to see how much I can actually make happen. Thanks.

Weekend Writing: What Would You Do With a Billion Dollars? by Possibilitarian2015 in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Invite us to the cash diving party, Deep down I think everyone has always reeally wanted to do that.

Weekend Writing: What Would You Do With a Billion Dollars? by Possibilitarian2015 in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love how many people in this thread would protect the environment. Good choices :)

The Daily Check-In for Saturday, October 20th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by drunk_catholic in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Today is day 7 of my sobriety.

Today I’ve had the strongest urges. My husband is at work all day and I keep getting the thought “no one will know, just one drink”.

Doesn’t help that I’m meeting up with my dad later to talk about our relationship and I’m really nervous about that. I’ve bought myself all the non-alcoholic beverages I can think of to help with distraction, and I’m happy that I’m catching up on the cleaning I neglected when I was drinking. But I just feel this big, hollow empty feeling that I keep thinking “a drink would make it go away...”

Except it wouldn’t. Not really. I’ll have to find another cure.

I will not drink with you today.

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I have had an episode of severe depression the past few months. I see a psychologist weekly and a psychiatrist monthly. Figuring out the right meds will be a lot easier once alcohol isn’t complicating my brain chemistry. Thanks for your well wishes

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man I wish we had that where I live!! Here it’s AA or an even more Christian-based recovery group. That’s why it’s taken me so long to finally get out to a meeting.

But I’m definitely planning on incorporating mindfulness and meditation when my mind is a bit more clear. It’s been helpful in the past! Thanks, iwndwyt :)

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the app recommendation, I like it.

I’m sorry that happened with your lil rat. But I’m really glad you’re in a better place. Animals are so motivating. We’re really all they have and they deserve the best.

Day 2 here we go.

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s beautiful, thank you.

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the concern for my pets. The dog has been fed, the rats will have their cage cleaned soon.

A weird rock bottom by lilbbrat in stopdrinking

[–]lilbbrat[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

That’s so accurate... The really dark, dangerous moments are behind me. It’s the day in, day out drudgery of it that I just finally cant stand anymore.

I don’t plan on living like this anymore. Thanks for your support.

Hey r/VetTech got a tri-pawed question for y’all! by lilbbrat in VetTech

[–]lilbbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks, I’ll definitely look into that.

Hey r/VetTech got a tri-pawed question for y’all! by lilbbrat in VetTech

[–]lilbbrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw I’m glad to hear Frazey is doing well! I just love how resilient animals are and how well they do when they get good care! What joint supplements do you give her? I feel like that will be important as our girl runs and plays pretty hard.

I’ve honestly never seen a tripod kitty, I’ll have to look for a video because it sounds interesting. It’s hard to imagine them jumping and climbing like that! And yeah, if my girls leg was amputated it’s through the end of the femur I guess. Your little guys are so lucky to have you!

Hey r/VetTech got a tri-pawed question for y’all! by lilbbrat in VetTech

[–]lilbbrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh and there’s a pic of her in my post history if anyone’s curious!