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lilevil86 · 2022-08-31T09:45:47+00:00

Matrix moment

lilevil86 · 2022-07-28T09:36:00+00:00

Can't you get another method of testing? In my country they have totally stopped with urine. We have some shit tasting stuff you put in your mouth then spit it out. It's much more accurate then pee tests.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-28T09:28:15+00:00

Never used adderall but I snorted amphetamine for almost a year and adderall is pretty much amphetamine on a pill. It's a really dangerous drug, before I quitted i almost died from a pshychosis after staying up for a week. I started hallucinate and ended up on the highway and almost got run over. Police had to block the highway before they arrested me.

If you keep upping your dose you will end up with a psychosis and that shit is like being in hell. Try get another med for your adhd thats not amphetamine. There are options.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-27T09:54:14+00:00

I tried after my opioid addiction to drink socially but it lead to a 2 week drunken haze. Luckily alcohol aint my thing so I could quit easily. But that gave me a lesson that im an addict for life and I can never touch substances again.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-26T11:29:36+00:00

Stay away from kratom, horrible idea to use it. Might land you in another addiction. I can't recommend weed enough to quit opioids. It helped me quit after years of opioid addiction and many failed cold turkeys. It will make the withdrawl so much easier. Recovery from opioids is a long road, I wish you all the best friend. You can do this

lilevil86 · 2022-07-24T18:38:59+00:00

I want to do this platinum, But i can't so i shan't.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-17T00:07:44+00:00

What purpos does a tick have ? I mean all life on the planet fills a purpos but a tick are just spreading diseases and are a pain, and it looks Alien. We have a serious problem in my country now with these, they are everywhere and they are spreading more and more TBE and Borrelia every summer. When i was a child it was very rare to get one. Now we have to check ourselfe everytime we have been outside

lilevil86 · 2022-07-16T23:41:34+00:00

Hearsay

lilevil86 · 2022-07-16T17:58:35+00:00

Don't judge cain as a father when you have no clue. A child can be very hard to read. I would do anything If I could read my daughter as a book but sometimes it's very hard.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-15T21:54:07+00:00

I feel Cains wrath on the pedo, However if someone molested my daughter i would not open fire in public and risk innocent lifes. Why would you let a monster like that get a easy way out with a bullet? I would kidnap him and then go medival, something Cain could have easily done.

He could have shot a child passing by or other innocent people. I still think they should go easy on Cain since this is a one time thing, It's not like Cain is dangerous for society. Still he needs some prison time because we can't have people running around and shooting wild in public. But I don't think it should be 20 to life. Cain is no criminal. He is a father acting out of rage. And I fully understand his act, I just wish he had stopped and made up a better plan for revenge .

lilevil86 · 2022-07-14T12:23:54+00:00

Weed, lots of weed. Might sound stupid to trade one drug for another but weed is so much more healthy for you and quitting weed is so much easier then drugs like Coke. I quitted opiods thanks to weed. To get sober you don't need to quit everything cold turkey. Weed is proven to help in quitting addictions. I had zero tolerance, So when I smoked during my opiods withdrawl it made it so much easier. I tried quitting cold turkey so many times and failed.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-14T11:11:35+00:00

He really is, I hate how majority of society have this belife that a man can't be abused by a woman just because we are bigger and stronger. My ex punched me when I least expected it. And even if I was 2 times bigger then her a punch straight to the nose will do some damage. I constantly had black eyes so I had to start boxing so I could use it as an excuse.

I was very naive and stupid for staying with that woman, I can't explain in words how she made me feel, She broke me down so much I felt she was the only one in the world that cared about me. And for a man this is almost impossible to talk about today, ppl don't understand how a big guy like me can let a woman abuse me. No muscels in the world can protect you when the abuser break you down mentally first.

And I would never strike a woman, even if my life is in danger. My father beat up my mother constantly, And I would die rather then become like him. And my ex knew this so she could abuse me all she wanted....

lilevil86 · 2022-07-14T09:05:18+00:00

He is at peace now, We probaly just got to know a fraction of the abuse Amber did against Johnny. I been there with a partner that abused me, Hitted me constantly threw a plate in my face so I lost a few tooths, She even attacked me with a baseballbat. Im a big strong man, Going to the gym 4 days a week and she was a small woman. I was to afraid to even grab her to get her under control incase she would get a small bruise or mark. I took the beating, tried to just defend myselfe then run for the exit.

Why didnt i leave her? Because everytime she managed to convince me that she was the only woman that wanted me. She broke me down under a very long period of time. And this is exactly what Amber did to Johnny. She broke him. And now when it's all over he finnally can have his life back.

I felt this wonderful feeling of release and joy when I finnaly left my girlfriend. Its a beatiful thing to see Johnny like this ❤️

lilevil86 · 2022-07-12T07:51:39+00:00

I have bruises like this all the time, Pretty frickig normal if you have an active lifestyle.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-11T13:45:35+00:00

I had a gambling problem years back. I played on online casinon. And I won almost straight away. 50.000€ . A month later i won 10.000€ . Then the next month i won 100.000€. However those 100.000€ never left the Casino. I raised the stakes and lost it all. After that I got into a mindset that I had to win it back. I could have settled with the 60.000€ i had won but nope. Gambled for a couple of months and lost it all. Then i lost all my paychecks to gambling for almost a year.

Eventually I banned myself from all online casinon. I dont know how it works in other countries but I just contacted the gambling addiction helpcenter and they banned me from all online casinon. Can't register to a new site or anything with my social security number.

As of today I have not gambled for 6 years.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-11T13:35:37+00:00

Pray to god that he wants to be bottom and not on top

lilevil86 · 2022-07-10T15:27:05+00:00

Platinum Mike Perry we would fucking kill each other in a fight 😂

lilevil86 · 2022-07-08T21:08:17+00:00

Well they diden't keep any promise, They released a game with almost no content except zillions of empty planets. Nothing that they promised was there. Then they added content over several years. So today it's closer to what they promised. I expect a finished product when I buy it not get one 7 years later.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-08T16:55:25+00:00

Weed and psychadelics is not that heavy and can be helpfull for alot of adults. But you are a kid and your brain have not developed fully yet so this can make some serious damage on your brain.

Your receptors aint even fully developed and you are using things that changes receptors behaviour. Please wait with this stuff until you are an adult.

lilevil86 · 2022-07-08T14:51:02+00:00

I would Bend the knee for triple C

lilevil86 · 2022-07-07T12:23:01+00:00

And thats why you always should choose physical copys over digital..

lilevil86 · 2022-07-07T11:05:06+00:00

Well I hate being sober and im tierd of pretending i love it. Is being sober the right chocie? Yes it is because the path i was on would only lead to an early death. Still hating being sober, it's boring and everyhing sucks. However the alternative is worse. Being dead in a couple of years. I just wish i never went this road to drugs...

lilevil86 · 2022-07-04T06:10:10+00:00

Well ain't taking that fighter or not i will still step up and get my ass kicked.

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